anyone can really explain to me what is love? whats make the bond of the couple stronger?

i always thought love is by
showing the love by loving her as much as u can
showing the concern by being xi xin enough to take care of everything
showing the care by being nervous or worry about her of every single little thing
showing her the smile u have
showing her how much you willing to do for her.

since ytd she told me about breaking up, i cant slp.. i cant eat. totally no appetite, being forcing myself to eat some bread and tibits. in the end still cannot finish.. i tried to drink, but by only left abit in the bottle.. so it just aint enough for me to get drunk and slp. The night seem so long and lonely without u. most of the time, im looking at the sky crying, trying to find the side of where sk is. im being stupid, isnt?
finally, fall aslp for 10min. but i dream about u.. in the same room, same bed, same blanket.. ur lying beside me.. slping peacefully.. ur smiling so sweetly that can melt my heart anytime.. suddenly u woke up, saw im looking at u, u just hold my head down and give me a kiss.. by happening so much, this is the best i bad for ytd till now. 10min isnt long.. i wish i can be in the dream forever. even i died, it doesnt matter.. but, by facing the fact, i woke up.. the frist thing i did is look into the blanket and search for u.. ur nt there... i cried. the world saying singapore is so small on the map.. but in fact, the distance of it on the start to the end its far. we seem so near to each other, but.. i cant feel u.. by writing these, my heart feels so sour.. my eyes full of tears..

my fren being telling me, nvr see i so sad b4.. they ask me worth it or nt.. no matter how mnay times they asked me.. it will be the same answer, for her, its definitely worth it.. becoz the love i have for her its too deep for me to pull out le..

kelly ang wan ning.. i love u


every couple in the world sure have their obstacles stopping them to be bond better or move forward.. there is alot of ways facing the obs.. like, run away from them? don face them? or face it tog as a couple. theres many ways of doing these.. i agreed that alot couple will chose the way of don face it and leave each other. but do you ever think there so many couple that they face the obs tog and overcome it? this is how their love and bond become stronger. because the process of it make them become stronger.. they feel when they face difficulties, the other side will be with them, facing the problem tog by nt running away.
then why we can do so? you say u care for me, thats why u leave me. u scare of this, u scare of that.
what i can say is my love toward u, able to let me overcome everything in this world. im definitelly is the guy who u can rely on. who u can support on. u worth my love i always know that for sure. my love, my effort, my care, my concern and my smile. its all living for you only.. without u, they will be gone.. without u the one who holds the key to my heart, my locked heart will be locked forever. only you can enter my heart, and i don allow u to leave without my permittion.
you say, if u will hurt me in the future when we r both deeper in this, why nt hurt me now when the hurt will be lesser.. you cant say that unless u can predict future.. u nvr know whats goijng to happen in the future, but you just give up now. did i tell u before?
"the past let it past, cherish the present, don create the future by using ur past, if that the way.. that is not future anymore. it is repeating the history"
pls, continue create our future tog, and get rid of the past tog.. becoz i noe, you will be in my future...
let try it again, by giving me a chance, giving u a chance, giving us a chance.. and give alely a chance.. The thing ur doing now, its nt worth it.
i really love u, i really do

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you know how important fate is.. sometime, fate can really matters and bring 2 ppl together..
on the bbq day, i already being noticing u le.. keep peeping on u... finding chance to play with u.. but what if, one of us decided nt to go for the bbq?? we know be so much knowing each other??

open house, im so happy i can see u there... every single thing do with u, kinda make my heart beat go faster. is all about u.. but wat if, again, one of us decided nt to go for open hse? will us even know each other??

if i nvr go find ur freiendster and add u msn.. will thing be litat now? will we become lover? will u fall for me? will u feel sad everytime? will u feel angry and disappointed with me everytime?

there is so many of will... too many le..
its all about 2 word 'fate' and 'love'..

ppl always ask what is love. why love can bring someone so high and so low? happiness and sadness? smile and tears? stupidnes and silliness? you cant really explain the word love even u read through the whole dictionary. love is so magical that will totally change a person to another person instance.. this sec u can see someone so happily, but the next sec u might be crying.

you always asked me why do i love u so much and how. like i told u, if love can be so easy explain by words. thats is nt true words from heart le... its just how a person entertain what is a love..
The feeling in my heart toward u, cant be explain.. i cant find any word to put it in. i just know, i love u. i really do.. i know ur the 1 for me.. my feeling towards u, its getting deeper and deeper...

this 3 days is really a hell to me.. my heart is crying.. nt becoz of anything else but becoz of the state we r now.. its all becoz of me. at times, i really do stupid things without thinking that make me hate myself.. i just feel like giving me a hard slap if that can make u feel better.. i willing to do anything to save our r/s. i mean anything..

do u know U and I look so near from ur keyboard, but its actually far apart from A-Z.. =( i just wish to pull U and I closer to each other. the hidden string i tie to ur heart its gonna to snap soon becoz we r too far apart le.. baby, don leave me. don treat me cold.. don sad becoz of me..

i miss u, i need u, most importantally i love u. ur my everything now.. losing u will be a great impact to my life.. =(

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