omg, i jusr woke up from my slp. looking at the clock, its already 720..!! hahah. okay la, forgive myself becoz i slp at 12pm..> < ytd after work, went to woodland for dinner with evon. then waited ben for 2hplus!!!! omg, ben u gd la.. let me wait still .. win my money.. u rmb this. after ben reach we went to his fren's hse for mj session. 6hs for 2 round its kinda slow, and im really really unlucky.. donon why, maybe emotion affect luck ba. hahaha..

went to leon's club for drinking session with leon and kenny again. nth much, drink play pool then good home. after reach home, realise my mood wasn't good.. i drink again.. just wanna drink more and make myself can slpbetter ba=)

tml gonna work again. then tues dye hair. woho... =)

my heart is having a ache that i cant explain.. =(

Labels: love is pain

okay, i tired.. after so many days of work.. its really tiring, everyday sch canot wake up. omg... donno what will happen man. nvm nvm..

today work was fine, drink alot and eat alot. > < nicenice. 7days more to go. and take $$$ song la.. hahah .

ben just called me and tell me there's lobang for job again=D
7th and 8th nov.... woho! song la. hahahaha..

okay im tired now.. i go kun lao.. bb

when u watching THE contender, do u ever wonder that u can watch the matches live? yes u can now. any interested party that wan to watch live matches for the contender4 asia ? just contact me.. =D only left 7days, 10 matches.. grab it fast.. first come first serve.

ting ting ting!!! =D more matches, more beer xD

i kinda don like, when i'm telling the truth. they treat me as im lying.
i might have lots of date coming up next week. =D

Labels: love is nth to me anymore

yawn, im so tired. just woke up from nap.. jitao fall aslp when reach home.. ytd was fine, exciting night for me. after that went to eat..

today car washing was worse. damn fucking tired. i think i washed almost 50-70 car? omg la, whole body no energy left. tml gonna continue those. =D

and from today onwards, i wont blog about her.. she mind.. so yea.. watever..

i wan rest le. i very tired le, nt only from work but every single thing happening to me.. bye

emotion is really hard to hide, hard to understand..
when someone have only 1 emotion in heart, ofcoz. its easy to understand. when u only feel sad or happy.. u will smile or cry..
what if, ur heart inside have alot of emotion come tog? sad, confuse, hurt, and many more. u will really have a feeling of which emotion i should react first..

when u really tried so hard on certain thing, on the other hand.. that someone is nt even trying. maybe should phrase it in the other way. she is trying, trying so hard on other guy. after so long, she can tell me.. she still can tell me her feeling was still there. for him.. =D how great...

that this time and see how important im to u.. if u decide nt to keep me.. i will leave.. i wil wish u happy wish u xin fu.. thing is up to u now..

yawn, i haven slp then i come blog a while.. today did nth much. went raffles city find ant for dinner and then walk walk ard raffles and send ant home after that. kinda late le ma... after that went home eat again.. no wonder recenll i gained weight.. 70kg now..=D my target is 76kg.. 6 more to go.. haha..

good luck for ur change. no matter how, determination is the most important thing to have for a change.. jy ba

im gonna work soon.. starting from this friday..

SEPT -
19th - 4pm - 9pm (includes briefing)
20th- car wash - 930am-6pm
21st - 6pm - 9pm*
23rd - 6pm - 9pm*
25th - 6pm - 9pm*
27th - 6pm - 9pm*
29th - 6pm - 9pm*

OCT-
1st - TBC (2 fights)*
4th- 6pm - 9pm*
6th - 6pm - 9pm*
8th– TBC (2 fights)*
12th – TBC (2 fights)*

so will get quite buys from this friday onwards..

3rd oct i might going over for free hair dye appointment.. who wan go > <

sometimes i thinking why i work so hard for, i have no reason to work anymore. nvm ba, free cash.=D

think nth to blog le, so i go kun liao... night all..

kinda weird, why im feeling so calm tonight? maybe is becoz of the drinks make me calm. =)

do u know how pain exactly when ur heart aching? u wont able to describe the pain.
u told me, u have no feeling for him anymore..
u told me, u give him up long ago.
u told me, u wont do it again.
u told me, u noe u noe u noe u noe u noe.

in the end? what did i get in exchange for?
all about lied..
u get emo for he liked other girl...
u get sad when he like other girl..
but do u ever know, the person who is real sad and emo is nt u but me?
u can tell me, u still have feeling for him and donno u wan him or nt.. for the 2nd time..
or u can reply me is i noe i noe sry sry.
what im to u? toy? sub? or someone when u really lonely and will be there for u ? or when hes nt there for you i can be here for u? its hurt la.. its really hurt.
thx for that.. thx.. u making me hate everything now.

im real sad. real sad.
pls, someone can cheer me up? i don wish to cried every single moment when i think of her..

ytd went to hui qi hse for mj session with avis and vincent. kidna unlucky i think.. losing 30 at first, in the end. only lose 15.. hahaha. went back home ard 7, reach home at 8+... after reach home i bathe and slp till 10pm then wake up.. hahaha.. tml going for job briefing.

theres a song i wanna intro u all, is call 寂寞考by卢广仲

结束十页的笔记记不住那一种感觉

桌上烦人的考题怎么算也都是无解

谁了解我救得了我

空气里有个声音偷偷说你没有用

你关心我的最近说你也有同样心情

面对这类的问题我们总是没有心力

钟声响起怎么继续

我跳不出相同逻辑

不断追着我整个学期

没有意外一直重来

也许真的还是一样的难

说过的那些话还是不明白

在谍对谍之间徘徊

没有意外又要重来

只好在图书馆找回一点浪漫

幽默的安慰着我然后笑着说

可能是

寂寞它考倒了我

这是以外我好想重来

只好在图书馆找回一点浪漫

幽默的安慰着我然后笑着说

就让我

寂寞考寂寞的过

寂寞的过

寂寞它考倒了我

结束十页的笔记寂寞还在我身边

how? how do u guys think of this song? nice? hahaha. gtg le. bye peeps

okay, now im at parklane mac slacking.. becoz of leon.. yawn.. qi ask me later go mj at her hse.. emmmmmmmmmm, still thinking wan or nt. kinda tired now. see how ba..

this few day was a bad bad bad bad bad day for me..=(( just hope this kind of things wont happen to us anymore..

gtg, update later.. byebye

since 2 to 3 weeks ago, when i watching scv on channel v(102).. i was watching a show call 无敌青春克.. its about selecting girl model i think.. so many girl ard my age but none of them catch my eye.. until 1, her name is LEA.. omg, she totally caught my attention.. she is that cute and pretty that really stun me infront on the tv..

she is my new idol.. > <
reader that wan to know how she look like.. can go..

http://www.wretch.cc/album/hanhan0408

this website above and see her photo.. u all sure like it.. > <
wish to see her sia..

Labels: 无敌青春克

happy birthday to lisha aka ant!

someone turn 20 le hoz.. old liao.. can join my 2* clan le. hahaha...
this few month, thx for being there when i need someone to talk to, the advice.. the concern.. cant even repay u with a thousands thx..

enjoy ur bd alright!! =D take care!!!

i just cant catch up with basketball now la. today went to play basketball at woodland there.. with leon and his frens.. emm, okay la.. quite enjoy but cant play much becoz of my injuries.. my back, ankle, knee and shoulder.. pain pain pain..

kinda tired... yawn..

i miss her lot

back from leng kee training.. played quite badly, i don't know what's going on with me. something just keep me from focusing on basketball. think i have to train more le. =D

am i really that bad?? alot ppl like don like me.. i really don't know whats wrong with me.. someone tell me pls? =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

tml going dye hair at salon.. now just see whether girl wanna go with me or nt..
okay, should update tml then.. bye peeps

just woke up, didnt go sch again.. whats wrong with me again.. nvm should go sch starting on wed.. hahaha. now praying that better dont rain, because later i wan go training.. leng kee cc for my basketball.. i wan to play like the past. =D

thinking of what" brush up your english!" said, what he/she said is correct i think. i can't deny the fact that indeed im the one who bring her misery, sadness, and more other negative thing.. what i do is hurt her, ask her come back then hurt her again..

i know, she is the one for me. but did i ever think for her? is me the correct 1 for her? can always bring and give her the best anytime, anywhere.. can dote her more then him? can always piggy back her like him? can always drove her ard like him? always there for her when she's sad or down like him? making mooncake for her like him?? emmmm

there is so much for me to think adn reflect. im feeling kinda down now.. hai, im nth to anyone ba. just wanna say something to u girl..

past few months,
we had funs, we had tears.
having u by my side is the best thing i ever had in my life.
time pass, time flew..
u getting futhur and futhur from me.. until i cant grab u back.
now i only have to wait, wait for u to walk back yourself.
until that day come..
p.s i love u

12am sharp, its someone birthday. someone who is so important to me in my life now.. tml, she having plan with her fren le. hai..
its a pity, i can celebrate ur bd as the name of ur bf..
its a pity now im nt beside u, or nt i will hug u so tight and say. i love u girl, happy birthday..
its a pity.. so many pity, so much pity in my heart and my life now..

girl, really wan to wish u a happy birthday..
i cant give u much thing, becoz im poor..
but giving u present, hello kitty that other ppl have? i don think so..
what i will give u as present is me.. one and only in this world.
you are the lucky girl who will receive this one and only present to show how much you are to me...
im totally yours..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! I LOVE YOU

Labels: you is all i wan in my life

im been reflecting on my character all these while... since last time, i know wat i wan, i know what is needed for me, what im been hoping for in my heart.. just im a sore loser that don wish to face all the obstacles standing infront of me..

basketball is all my passion since long ago, been in over confident and sort.. i thought i can do well in poly.. been training so hard, so wish that i can represent rp to play for polite and ivp but not small competition.. in my heart i know if i really train hard, i can do it.. im been dreaming, i will be the top player, and all other thing. just becoz of failure and failure. i give up.. telling myself why get so tired when u can enjoy ur poly life well.
oh well, i regreted..

knowing u is all i wan, loving u is all i wan.. needed u in my life... i hold u tight but once again i fail myself.. scolding myself, alouis lim! why you are so stupid that cant even endure ? she is the best for u, why will let thing turn into this way? its this wat u wan? quarrel and quarrel.. are u that childish that cant even give in to watever she do? she don wan come back to you becoz u still nt the best for her yet.. fuck u alouis, be a man.. don give up le.. don ever let urself down and regreting over there when she's standing infront of u..
maybe recently im been telling u, for all the thing u did, did u ever treat me there or even feel for me? maybe i can ask myself this Q too. i know myself sometime, being a loser that blame u on everything. saying, ask him to peggy back u lo, go find him lo etcetc. things see in my eye, heart hurt.. the hurt is more on why im so uselesss? letting other ppl do those to u instead on me?

girl, i know u have no faith, no trust in me.. i just hope, u will trust me 1 more time. helping me overcome everything. i just need u by my side, i will become a better alouis. just for u... becoz

i love u.. nth else..

after ytd night, i just wished to hug u more and tighter, nvr ever let u go and slip through my hand again.. be my support and motivation again, will u? =((

everyone also want their mom be hot like fuck. for me i don need to worried much, becoz my mom alrdy a hottie herself. > < she only 39 yrs old.. young right.. thx to her support, i then can do anything i wan. she do alot and work alot for me and my elder bro and for this family also.. whatelse i can say.. i love u mum =D

yawn~~ it should be a sch day today la.. i promise myself that i will go sch no matter wat.. but still, i slept for 22h today.. its like omg?!!


ytd sch was bored, did php for ytd module. still rmb last yr sem my php still nt bad thou.. but after that sem i throw back everything to my faci le. ytd looking at the scripe, everything just look so familiar but i just cant remember wat to do.. nvm then.. try harder this sem. go alouis=D

anyway, tues went to zouk with leon, melvin, chuming, kenneth, jade, evon and some friend i dono.. deeply apologisted for the event.. nt my fault but still i jio de.. sry everyone... =D

im still waiting the pay for WCG la, i no money to buy any present le. damn sian.. next tues going for free hair dye at robinson there.. hahaha.. who wan go? free free..

things its so so so much diff le.. im just a useless 1, who cant even keep his love tight... hai

today i just lost someone impt to me. hai, take care ba. bye

sometime been thinking, wat exactly im doing these for? i know wat i wan but i just cant control wat i do. been easily affected so much.. thing also become litat le, think let u continue hate me might be a good choice. at lease im nt a burden to u anymore,no ppl will let u sad and angry... yea, so take care ba.

back from work, like finally last day over.. being top sales for ytd and today. lol.. they gave me 2 gv ticket, and i have to treat someone to go watch la... u earn dao lo, nvm la. its a promise anyway, who ask u hit 100 set today. lol..
and so sad la, cant see EC anymore... hahahahah.. watever..

after work, went to eat with ben, pin, wendy and a chinese?/indian?/malay? girl to eat at raffles.. thx ben bro for the treat.. hahah..

went home after that..


feeling miserable=(