emm.. recently really feel very down.. emm.. hai.. y?? i also nt very sure ba..let me blog everythings out ba.. maybe u all will nod?? emm haha.

monday: this day wasnt that bad for me at first.. i nvr went to class on that day becasue i wan late for school and having training on that day also. so i decided to went to indoor play bball. so qiao, she also pon then msn with her awhile, she came find me with her fren. kinda touched ba when i saw her. then play ball awhile, they plying the lame quiz i show them. then around 4something they went off to take their thing then i continue play. everything went so find until..... the end of the training. coach want to chose players to play yew tee cup this coming week, i wanted to play for them so much, in the end. coach nvr mention my name.
recently coach like keep push me to the 2nd team, i donno y.. emm.. feel kinda sad when i cant play for them.. :(

tuesday: this is just a fuking day for me. i was emo-ing since 1 woke up and saw something le. hmm how to say, think can count as kinda rejected ba. so yea.. :(:( went to sch, totally bo mood.
was eating at w4 with shir and evon. then suddenly heard evon said wan pon mai.. hten i said steady la. we went back to our class and take our things then go indoor slack le. (still emo-ing)

reach indoor, there some kids so cute la. all damn small size.. haha.. wait for them to went off then we go sit at the audience seat there slack. she pon again, and she said she coming to indoor to play ball also. though she with who. in the end, with the same grp again. see le jitao sian 3/4 or maybe sian 4/4 la. i don like those guy, if u did read my blog on the pervious post, is them. seriously, my mood was totally affected since morning. then litat agian. just like u swim le nvr dry up go aircon room.. she so close with them, let her be loh. seriously, im nt her who to care what. and i don feel like caring le. blablabla( here go the pervious post) blabla..

play ball, kick soccer then play ball again.. u want to nod what is swim le go aircon room then drink cold drink inside ?? i tel u.. i kick finisih soccer le, go back indoor she was there again.. and.. them.. sian donno how many XXXXX le.. donno who tell me my face from far can see very black and fierce le.. i don care also.. and that pcb.. this really must say le.. nvr say limbei nt happy..

heard that ur name is yan xin sibo.. knnbcbb, ronda sibo. i think now ronda standard drop like hell, u this kind of standard also can gt into the team?? haha.. come on la.. don need keep haolian to who u outside is ronda de.. becoz u suck. even ur teammate in ronda also say u donno how to play bball la.. use ur fucking brain. btw, next time hoz.. u wan foul can harder de, when i jump rigth, chiong full speed elbow my rib there or nose can liao. if nt ar.. ytd u foul me like a pussy, i cant feel the pain lei.. don say i nvr warn u la hoz.. if u somehow or wat read this. im telling u, im waiting for u la hoz.. don need tiao me de.. come... gt ball, play bball with me agian. i show u wat is foul man.. lailai.. _l_ noob still wan act pro. little bit nia, oei!! foul..

wed:nth much, went to sentosa, watch movie and eat slack.. but totally no mood, think is ytd bring forward till today ba.. hai.. seriously, after so many things.. i a bit don feel like talking to her and contact her.. i need a brk... im very tired le.. just a few tc msg to her can le.. im very tired to think so mmuch everyday.

FOR MY FRENS WHO ALWAY THERE, THX!!!



~WOULD YOU BE THERE~
If I were blue,
would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good,
would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me,
would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love,
to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love,
to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there..

donno why some cb some fuking stubborn.. knn.. ask them don play le. pcb.. wont bounce sibo.. wont nnbcb la.. nb!! fun sibo.. lim bei sure tio kan de loh.. _l_ fuking pissed!! nbcb.. today just aint my day man... just fkung bo that fuking mood.. ppl who pissed me off.. try me.. when im in fuking mood, my family i aso kan 1 ar.. nb..
cb.. arg!!!

seriously...
i
hate
everything
in
my
sux
life..

wanna aviod sibo.. then i should nt care anymore... :(

100% concentration in my bball and sch work.

THE END

evon don think so much and let time decide ba.. bom bibi there for u. smile.. at lease u have it now.. don like me.... anything also don have then regret is too late le..

today.. alone.. went to see her match... i was hinding behind her.. haha.. donno she gt see me ma.. oops.. 1set.. rp lose la... though they will lose this match.. but from no where, rp fighting spirit is out in action again.. haha.. took the last 2 sets and.. 2-1.. wow.. feel kinda happy for them.. tml have 1 mroe match. going to support them again. go rp volleyball gals..( go ivy!!!!!)

she played for 2nd quarter.. happy for her la.. but she look damn blur in te court.. jia you k girl.. im hinding behind supporting u only.. :)
and u kukunehneh.. u jolly well go buy knee guard for usself.. i don care u like or don like.. go buy.. for ur own gd la.. okay if u see this :)

im kinda kuk right.. only dare to hind behind u.. then after match say bye to u then go liao.. actually just wan to talk with u more de.. i wan i wan i wan.. but i don dare.. i hum.. okay everyone... I, ALOUIS LIM HONG SIANG, ADMIT THAT I HUM OKAY!!! hai.. tml gd luck and jia you ba.. still rmb our words??

M&L

i wanna say this to u once again.. as a role of ur bf.. :''(

now is 0111am.. web d camp coming soon.. she and her fren will be coming.. ha..

im thinking.. will this happen wil that happen that scare will affect my mood then black face throughout whole camp.. hai.. a few ppl nod what im thinkig and worried about.. :( i just scare.. hai..

just wan times go back to cypher camp.. i missed those time... with u.. :(

just now trainng, saw her la.. omg!! don wan to let her see my ankle injure.. then act as if nth.. but really very pain la. she say bye to me wor. i feel happy.. then i smile all the way till i cant see ur back view le.. ha..
what is basketball to me?? in the team?? or 2nd team.. damn.. all injuries being coming to me.. arg. this is my bao yin of how i treat her?? :( i miss u damn fuking much la.. hai..
and ya.. ur last msg to me ytd night. makes me happy.. miss.. come back to me can?? i just don dare to say this to u!!!

haha.. gt my new photo... bom bibi rox la.. :) hee

my mood recently, has been up down up down.. down then ver down la.. up lei then very up la.. feel kinda tired.. keep shi mian.. cant slp.. i must at lease spend 3h on my bed then can slp.. hai.. i just wan to slp peacefully.. but thing just keep flashing in my mind... her face, her smile.. the thing i told her.. adn many more thing after that.. hai. hardly really smile recently.. imreally lost le.. :(

emo-ing is the thing im always do now.. yea.. i mean always.. when im alone.. when im free.. when i saw her... when i saw this saw that.. every fuking things man. arg!! y i so useless man.. alouis grow up la.. 19 le lei.. mature a bit la.. knn.. u at here fuking emo she also wont care rigth.. knn act like a fuking pussy kid emo here emo there.. u think what.. old time drama ar.. u here emo she will suddenly appear behind u and there back tog ar.. cb.. *slap slap* wake up!!!!!!!!!!! cb pussy kia..

i think now the who nod the best and is my best pal is my blog ba.. i can complain anything to my blog.. blog also wont give u bad comment.. u can say anything u wan...

but seriously, i wanna thx evon, shir, fred.. my bom bibi clique.. there for me to complain and pei me emo.. thx :) love u all
then follow by *****.. don say don have k.. later scold me again...
if wana thx... actually still gt alot mroe.. but.. wanna thx u all also.. u all nod who u r..:) thx and tc k..

blog till here le.. hai.. bb every1

Labels: emo time

today bball team having friendly... opponent is some u18 team from tam east. although they have a few gd player.. but we shouldnt lose this match de.. u18 lei.. we r from rp.. hai.. feel kinda sad when rp team lose to this kind of team.. jia you ba rp team..

hai, and the saddest thing is... i injured again... is the same old spot.. the place where i used 1 yr to recover... my back.. now im suffering in deep pain.. cant even sit properly.. sian.. no 1 care also.. hai.. ask her to take care of her ankle.. in the end i injured also.. i just cant be a gd example for her..:( hai..

arg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: nt my day

just saw something from some1 msn... i feel so down.. :( i feel im nth le.. hai..
i just wan to tell her i want her back nia. just shou bo chu kou.. im a coward..

i zhao-ing le.. anyone wan join me.. :'(

hey peeps.. i have a second blog.. a blog for my bom bibi clique.. pls go visit and tag when ur free.. thx :)


httm://bom-bibi.blogspot.com

rmb ar.. must come hoz..

Labels: il ove u

hi everyone, im here to blog again.. was chatting with my fren now on msn. my fen told me 1 quote.. i think can link to me adn my blog song so i decided to blog it out..


I think I let her slip away. Kind of like when you try and hold water in your hands and you close your fingers as tight as possible, but yet the water leaks out.'

hai.. today go support.. heard that she injured her ankle.. i was so worried about her la. then she look fine after the match. i then relax.. she walked to evon and talk to her.. i was beside her.. i just wan to say hi when see her and say bye when she went off.. but the words seems cant come out from me.. hai.. i so humji. :(
she treat me like a stranger.. donesnt look at me at all.. my heart sink totally.. hai..
better tc ur leg.. and jia you for next match..

just wanna tell u that i miss u and i still<3 u :(

Labels: emo

有一天，老鼠对猫说；“我爱你，我们结婚吧？！“猫说；“没用的东西！滚远一点！“老鼠流下一滴泪走了：但是谁也没有看到，就在老鼠转身的时候，猫也流下了一滴泪。。。 。。。其实，世上有一种爱，叫做--放弃！

hai.. i miss u.. just wanna call u 1more time dear and tell u how much i love u

so glad that she live well without me. just hope she really can find her happiness and as happy and smile like last time. that my little hope that i have now..

must nod how to tc urself during training..
must don skip so many days of school la..
must smile:D like this..
must forget me..
yeah...

tc lots..
don wanna see u hurt
don wanna see u sad
don wanna see u cry
don wanna see u nt happy

im just a loner guy..
sometimes, love just nt b tog then happy.. the 1 i love happy i happy le..

today just having training, though cant really concentrade, but weird, i found my form back.. from where shoot also in.. and i can jump again.. haha..
2 days pass le.. im still feeling nt okay.. thx for shir, evon, fred and other ppl for accompany and cheer me up..:) bestie always
thx hy for ur words.. i will work hard for polite de..

tc every1

in clss now.. my eyes is so red and zhong.. i just feeling like crying.. i need some1 shoulder.. i need her..i wnat her. i regret le.. if time can go back.. help me ba.. i want u back to my side.. i miss u, imiss ur smile, i miss ur voice, i miss ur sms, i miss ur face.. but i don dare to hurt u again.. becoz im nt a gd bf.. im selfish.. im a su cker.. all i wan to say is.. im sry for everything..

<3

today actually wan to go ft she find her in sch de.. but she say she wan to be alone... then i end up meeting fred, kkj, zzzz wee, ben and her sister.. when they saw me.. they saw my eyes zhong zhong de..!! nb.. no1 nod loh. they jitao ask.. u cry ar.. haha.. very gd observation.. whole day very emo and worried about her.. wanna sms her de.. but then don dare fan her..
wanna thx shirley.. b4 meeting them ask shir go check whether she okay or nt.. she was playing foosball..:)
just now 11something.. thinking whether she reach home safely and slp le ma.. shirey again, helping me to ask her fren to ask ivan whether she slp le ma.. because i hum don care call her, scare she slp le will disturb her..
i like keep make her nt happy litat.. think im nt a very gd bf ba.. hai.. think of that, gt a few times my tear was like in my eye wan drop then nvr drop litat. im those person that very easily affect by my relationship..

thx for those who care.. thx u guys..
thx shir,evon, fred,ben and her sister for pei ing me the whole day.. u guy rox..
and lastly.....

sry dear..
<3
u didnt contact me the whole day, make me feel so sad. i nod i somehow upset u and disappointed u.. im sry..

Labels: emo

im finaly in sch for lesson now.. and im bored.. because i freaking hell don understand a single thing at all.. haha. didnt come for 2 weeks, eveything also forget le.. keep kena scold by girlfren becoz nvr come sch.nt i wan de ma.. cant wake up.. oops..=x find excuses.. haha..

hai.. sian la.. wana chat with girl but scare chao dao her..:(
this week have canoe camp, im wondering wan to go or nt.. kinda worried too tough for me.. and i want to pei girl on weekend.. emm... sina la!!!!!!

june holiday is arround the corner.. will be kinda busy le. i gonna work for IT SHOW for 4days 30th-3rdjune.. then follow by camp organise and plan by alouis, fred, glen adn ryan.. 4th to 7th.. the following week will be nig camp.. haha.. for both camp i will be incharge of the SL.. hope it will be fun. and i wan dear can join this camp to pei me.. just a little wish of mine.. but think she only coming if her fen is coming ba.. so yeah.. :(

i wan enter polite team. knn.. and show that cb person who is alouis.. haha
so simply... that all ba.. im rotting my life without u...

ivyho jie ying .. ur missed by me...
only me.=P
<3lovelove..

this is a song i like recently.. feel it really nice.. so i change this song to my blog's song..
this is the song for u my dear.. from my heart..

till the end

All these precious moments

With you by my side

A figure from heaven

That’s holding me all night (?right)

I don’t know how I found you

I’m thankful that I have

And that I have a love so true

To hold to keep to share

In my heart I can no longer hold inside all of the love

I used to hide

I’d always be with you until the very end

In this world there is no place I’d rather be

You are my life my soul my girl

And through it all I know you’ll come to see

That you’re the one ‘til the end

All my friends surround me

Say you’ll be gone too soon

Honey (?Baby) I’m going to make them see you

We’ll find our way back home

In my heart I can no longer hold inside all of the love

I used to hide

I’d always be with you until the very end

In this world there is no place I’d rather be

You are my life my soul my girl

And through it all I know you’ll come to see

That you’re the one ‘til the end

We’ll always be ‘til the end

THE END

i wan u be with me till the end

I LOVE U

i just feel damn fustrated now. fuk man.. i just damn miss her la.. hai.. 2 full day nvr saw my girlfren le.. just cant stop thinkng of her... i want see her now!!! :(

i love u..

i don like to being alone..

i feel so lost.. i need guide from ppl. i don like to be alone, its make me always think of things i don wish to think. :(


<3 girlfren

Labels: lost lost lost lost

mood swing... just heard something from my fren.. feel so..... emm.. suck.. hai.. i kinda feel so emo to heard that....

4hs more then will be our 1st month. kinda happy la.. because 1 month le.. still havea long way to go for us. thinkng sometimes im knda unreasonable, haha must be a hard time for u right dear. wat i can say more, dear u r the best..



I LOVE U


dear, thx for nt leaving me when i lost my way. thx for tolerating me when im unreasonable. thx for loving me.. thx for everything.. there so many things i wan to tell u inside my heard. keep it short mean i love u so much la.:):)

mr nice ('v') mrs nice
happy 1 month

emm.. today my birthday lei.. im 19 le.. 1yrs older le ba.. haha...

friday, actually wanna go for baskteball training de. but cb neo they all physo me go watch spiderman 3. haha.. go watch with 9ppl at sbw. then afetr that went to xiao mel de hse play mj al the way till 6am go home take thing go habour front mrt meet camp ppl for sentosa outing. i was ver looking forward to it becoz dear say wan pei me but..................... haha nvm . she give me present. i like it very much. love dear.
after sentosa , marina south for steamboat...

for dear: u better watch out when ur birthday come.. im waiting.. =P <3

when xiao mel hse play mj again after it..

ytd there time im happy, there time that im nt happy... but still thx ppl for everything.. :)

and my dearie.. pls tolerate my unreasonable sometimes.. i love u lot!!!!! <3

Labels: hai :(

now im alone in the library. feel so emo just now for donno what reason... sometimes i wil just think of something then started to draw circle le.. feel kinda suxky la.. hate this fuking feeling man.. later maybe going for canoe training.. they say must run 6km lei. wakao.. wil die.. sian..

just now celebrating xiao melvin's birthday, we was too enthu le.. then secutrity came and catch xiao da mel and me. sian half.. the cb securtiy donno how to put water de.. birthday also litat. but see how they whack mel i abit scare sia.. sat will be my turn. nb.. pray better..

<3

so.. think have lots think to blog ba.. let start from sport camp

seriousky, i wan to say something about sport camp..
sport camp sux like hell!!!!!!
nb.. from student leader become helper sibo.. knn.. lying around doing nth sibo.. cb.. if u wan some1 to help u all.. better watch ur mouth k.. and all of ur fuking attitude pls. we r helper.. unwillingly.. nt ur fuking dog.. pls.. if gt next time.. u better watch that and don do it again.. _l_

why we nt student leader and let those ppl that nt even nod how to create the fun to be..azree nt u.. is nt i wat la.. but think i say out other also agree.. camp without us.. is boring k....
melvin by no offence. this camp is indeed a failure.. nig camp also fun then this seriouls.
this is more to dota session..
$%$#^$$#

camp sian nvm... this camp i nvr shooout i jitao sick. nb.. make my girlfren so worry..

dear im okay don wry k.. and wanna tel u that.. hai i wan see u la.. i miss u alot lei.. when then can see u.. sob.. don tell me sat k. bish u ar. so long nvr see u le.. hai.. sian la..
this sun my birthday le.. wonder who will celebrate with me.. i wan u nia.. :(

hey dudes.. i found a very nice website.. if u all wan to nod who is ur mr/mrs right
http://www.iStrology.com/love/?o=208370388
damn fuking accurate

i love u<3<3 miss

Labels: i love my girlfren