i did nth? thats cool. i did nth then.. watever u say lo. i chee hong? if gt eye candy call chee hong.. emm, i thinking wats ur then? just stop this la. im really tired le.

just hate me like u say, i sucked anyway. im just a big fat liar k. watever.... if u need me, u wont give me up in the first place.. i did nth,how about u?

fullstop k...

anyway, just reached home.kinda late le.. today work nt bad thou.. top sales for my both.. 36sets sold.. =D get $10 cash and a free gv ticket. who wan watch movie with me? > <

tml is the last day to see EC le. > <

yea, wink when smile that eye candy right... watever. u happy jiu hao.. i don wan to care much of this kind things le. no matter wat we do, we have to admit that, we are walking towards 2 word...
THE END...

if this is wat u wan, suit u...
i wont blame u anymore,
i wont care anymore,
every single thing i do, just useless. wat for do it. just making me feel worse only... hope u and ur mr wink and smile happy lo..
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feeling damn fucking fustrated.. damnit

just backed from work, take train tog with ah lian.. my racist buddy. like so co incident that she is claire sec sch class mate.. hahaha. watever la.. nice to know her anyway..
working was bad, my sales nt as gd compare when im selling mp3 i think. maybe im new to that or maybe im sway.. becoz other ppl sales just talk a few sentence close liao.. emmemmemm.. tml should try harder.

im tired of seeing ppls come into my life so easily and leave like as if nth happen.. wat i learn is i wont stpo u all from leaving anymore.. wan leave jiu leave, its nt my loss.. know who u all r la. don wan say much.. hate me ba..

i gt new eye candy =D

just back home frm work, bathed and now waiting for my dinner> <
work was okay, damn pathetic. knwing the main booth sales, comparing to us, its like omg... the top sales at main booth is nearly 100 units.. for our side 12units=_= wth right. who ask me that unlucky to be picked.

ytd was a wonderful night, just simply enjoyable and relax. went to leon's club drink in the pub. only we 2 person, drink like 6-7 jar of tiger? haha. then we went to sing in the pub, play pool and foos. damnit. haha don wan to mention much about the foos and pool. drinking that much in long time feel good i think? didnt think much after drinking. becoz just simply kidna drunk i think? hahah. i know we weak, but nvm.. haha.. theres 1 funny thing happen after that

leon's dad fetch me home, when i was in the car on the way home. me, having a xi guan that i will check whether my stuff still in my pocket or nt.. i touched my pocket, i finded my jacket. i shouted fucked. and asked leon's dad u-turn back to the club. okay, when i reach there, i get down the car, and asked the waiter for my wallet and mp3.. at the same time, i put my hand inside the jacket of my pocket, i digged out my mp3 and wallet=_= damn ps la. after get in the car, i diam diam and say, yea the waiter pass back to me le.. hahahaha. how dumb i can be..

anyway, post till here le. i go eat dinner and slp le. tml gt work..

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have u guys ever wonder, sometimes a small little u did might change alot of thing? or ever bring u regret in ur life? for me, yes i do.
there's so many thing i regret in my life le.
basketball? i know my passion is there but i chose to walk away
studies? i know i can do it, but still i chose to ignore it.
you? there's so many things to list out le. hais...

that is why when i see someone like in my state, i will go talk to them just as a guo lai ren. ha. experience talk lei.

anyway, just reached home. went to hui qi hse played mj as usual. but this time round, i cant get myself in focus. distracted by alot of things in my mind.. when i realise, oh i hit 2 card let other ppl eat le. oh, i hit the 3 card in the same suit. bao... in the end, lose 32.. in that short 10min when u called, im happy but in the end turned to be sad. maybe i should reflect on myself ba. just how bad my action can be when my words its so small. i don mean it de. trust me girl.

just now when taking a nap in qi hse. was having a dream, about mj=_= dream about i was playign mj again, but donno who.. i woke up. drink water take my jacket and fall back to slp. same dream... mj, its totally the same. i think i woke up 5-6 times litat then slp back. in the end will go back to the same old mj dream. emmemmemm, i become mj god liao. even dreaming also can dream mj and the most best part is still can continue the dream=_= idea. if only when i dream about u, these can happen. i will be happy enough, even don wake up forever. ..

i go watch hot shot ep 5 le.. take care all

sign off, alouis~

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finally i change it.. think im changing my blogskin too? hai, a bit bu she de but think later gonna find a nice blogskin to change. hai..

6 gonna reach hui qi hse for mj with vin and seb. ank sia.. sian sian..
will update mroe when i back.. =D

friday went to play ball at skcc with eug ann jeff and serene. i thought i will be the last one to reach sk becoz supposingly meeting 1030 at sk. but 10am i still at home.. but in the end when i recah there, im ther first to reach. have to wait for all of them.. finally, ard 1130. all of them was here and we headed to skcc for our balling session.. long nvr play basketball le, i realise i can jump higher and my shooting improve liao lei.. haha nt bad la. after that went to eat and headed to garden for singing.
singing session was nt bad, being singing all sort of emo song. nt really happy becoz she is nt here. hai. nvm.. after that went to hui qi hse and play mj.. they recently keep ask me play mj. yawn.. finally i lose.. lose 10. hahah. nt like someone, lose 100++.. u know who u are. don wan say much.. haha

today melvin ask me to go town find him and slack. meet him 630.. went to eat, walk walk. play foos at cathay. on the way back, bro tell me alot of thing. that i believe its truth. becoz i know ur this kind of ppl. you thought behind me u can do alot of thing that i donno, but actually i know.. so yea.. i chose to keep quiet becoz i still cherish you. nvm.. think things aint going in my way ba. if i can think of something to blame, its only bao ying. retribution. haha.

okay, blog till here le. bye dude..

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ytd just back from class chalet with last yr class. the class which i most enjoy and had fun with.. kayden, mei yean, wee, neo, evon, mei qi and the rest. this yr, we have 2 more people, desmond and sean. actually also doing nth much over there, standard chalet. reach there, prepared for bbq, rest and play.. or maybe a little bit of drinking.
the first night, all decided to drink. desmond the massager, break our bottle, have to go home to get a bottle for us.. but then i fall aslp b4 they reach the chalet. when i wake up ard 6. i saw a few ppl drunk.. ah wee and joyce.. alot of thing to mention about ah wee liao.. u should know it well urself.
i don feel good in this chalet. becoz there too many thing in my mind le. all about u. i wanna drink till drunk but cannot. hai, i don mind just drunk for a few hs and forget everything. becoz its hurting me, making my heart damn pain.

2nd night, neo suggested we go red hse and take a look after we had mac for dinner. its nth much thou except for the toad. =)

ytd when to movie with evon and wee. watched meet dave. yawnzz. funny but story getting boring with recahing the end. so 2.5star/5




i know, by saying go to ur ex ba and i wan come back to u , i might seem toying with u? but the fact is, i nvr.. i thought u with him will be happier, so i back out. i will do these.. its all u.. i did its for u becoz, to compare me adn him.. he can do more thing for u i think.. compare to him, im just nth.. but u think when im doing all these to u, my heart feel nth? maybe u should try to back out when ur deep in love with someone so much. its hurts.. the moment i back out, i regreted. becoz you are that impt to me.. but still, see the reaction u have when i say i wan go back to u. i have no more chance i think. guess when the time i ask u go back to him, its over between us le. hai..

anyone wanna drink? can always call me.. im on .. just wanna drink to forget. thats is the only way, i wont feel so much inside..

recently there is too many thing for me between us to hold on le.. im feeling kinda stress when i heard from you that you still have feeling for your ex after that day when he fetch you home. then i thinking, isnt that the thing im trying so hard to prevent from? by asking you, don meet him don meet him. for wat reason? just becoz i want to prevent these sort of thing happening. but still, u don listen. now, u gt confused.. u gt jealous and stuff. how about me? i wont do thing without any reasons. i think now u understand why..


being thinking the thing happening between u me and him. when u and him break off, i came in to break u 2 up.. now, we break off, its his turn to come into us... hai, this is the bao ying that ppl said i think? guess i shouldnt be hating him so much. becoz for now, i know how much exactly he is feeling in his heart that time. its so much pain... i thought, i can have ur 100%.. i didnt expect you will leave me that easily.. i didnt expect you stil love him when u said u dont.. i didnt expect u will ignore me just becoz i didnt tell u names.. i didnt expect you will ask me to give up... i didnt expect we will come to this stage when im so in love with u.

you said you don trust love anymore.. but u trust me.. why don wan give me the chance that i can let u trust love again? being asking me to give up give up give up.. hang my calls, don wan reply my msg.. thats no the way my dear. its even causing more pain to me, and perhaps to u. why don wan do something that is more meaningful that try to face and solve the problem..
if u wan me, tell him fucked off and don contact.
in the other hand..
if u wan him, tell me.. i will fucked off myself and leave..
after been so cold to me, u think is worth it? after u do so much, i do so much.. for our r/s.. you think its worth it to end it this way? no, its not. its nt worth it to end it this way.. thats why im still holding on.. i don wan to give up.. becoz of? ofcoz is my love toward you my dear.
can u feel my heart?
can u feel my hardwork?
can u feel the pain?
can u feel im there?
can u feel how much i miss?
can u feel im holding on?
can u feel i need u there with me?

pls, come back to me..all i need its u and ur love. don let me suffer le... ="(

i love you

I'm so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.

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love is just like the relationship between sea and boat.. at first u try so hard to get sailing on sea when ur on hte island.. after trying so hard.. finally, u got on the sea and start sailing. at the start, it might seem so peace and safe. but suddenly, a storm will come at anytime to strike you down.. trying soo hard to hold on and to survive in the storm.. peace again, but wind suddenly stop and stop u from moving forward.. by starting wandering at the sea aimlessly. you will begin to think did u made a correct choice to sail. but stil at this time, you cant give up le. finally, the wind come.. but its blowing on the oppisite side.. the boat has been moving backward, unwillingly. been telling urself, since we at this stage le, why don wan continue moving forward? even using the hand to move the boat forward i also willing.. becoz, i don wanna give up.



things aint going well, i admit im a easy jealsous guy. but why nt u think for me? by asking ur ex to fetch u to sch. im wat? or perhaps someone can tell me, by feeling angry and sad its the wrong way of feeling. =( what should i do now. i gt nth now le. no you, no basketball, nth in my life. im such a patheric guy, maybe? this love is too deep till i cant pull myself out anymore. ur my evrthing now. i love 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why thing turn out to be this way when what i wan is the other way?
i want u but i losing u.
you belive me but nt love..
theres so many thing we misunderstood
theres so many many.. that can work out,but u and me chose the most wrong way to express it out..
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is there still gt turning point for us? what the use of regreting..
i just too love u i think.. thats why the thing u said can affect me so so so so so much..
i suck
i useless..
bye =(


its this the end?

i begin to realise, what wee said to me that day is so true.. im begin to follow his footstep le. but maybe worse then him i think? i thought, i give u my everything.. i give in my best.. in the end? what did i get in return? i cant be rely on, making her don trust love anymore? i really dono what the fuck did i do to her that i deserve all this? can u give me a proper explaination?at lease to me? i don care what u do with ur fren or say or play with them. i don care. do u ever understand me or not. you do ur thing in ur own way, without thinking how hurt other ppl can be.. is this you? you just make me realise how useless im.

like i said, i know alot thing that i chose to don remember.

and......

its fucking PAIN

saw this on candy blog feel that its quite interesting so want to post it on my blog.. haha..

kid learn fast..

TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America ...
MARIA: Here it is.
TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ?
CLASS: Maria.

____________________________________
TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor?
JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables..
______________________________________
TEACHER : Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?'
GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L'
TEACHER: No, that's wrong
GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it.
___________________________________________
TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?
DONALD: H I J K L M N O.
TEACHER: What are you talking about?
DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O.
__________________________________
TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago.
WINNIE: Me!
__________________________________________
TEACHER: Glen, why do you always get so dirty?
GLEN: Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are._______________________________________
TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it. Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punishhim?
LOUIS: Because George still had the axe in his hand.
______________________________________
TEACHER: Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SIMON: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.
______________________________
TEACHER: Clyde , your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?
CLYDE : No, sir. It's the same dog.
___________________________________
TEACHER: Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
HAROLD: A teacher

why thing can change within months and so fast? still rmb when we first knew till even b4 we broke up.. we can sms up to 100per day.. we can talk on phone for hours? to hong u slp everynight by singing to u on the phone... every monring u will be the first to give me morning call to wake me up.. we wont be nt talking for the whole day.. weeks ago.. we r still lovely couple.. i sayang u like nvr b4 and stuff. but now?? everything seem to change.. u msg other ppl le, u morning call other ppl le. we hardly sms, we hardly talk on phone , i hardly gt the chance to hong u.
this all change i still can tahan, but today its really a hard time for me =( u said, ur no 1 to me.. this words pull me down to the deepless hole.. i feel so lost. today wholoe day, im really nt feeling well. hai, after since i hear that from u.. and been ignore me the whole day? do u ever treat me litat? past few day, if u nvr say bye nvr leave msg i don mind.. becoz i no phone.. becoz sometime im nt online.. but today? i gt my phone, im onlkine for the whole day for u.. just waiting for maybe you are free then i can talk to u. u leave sch without any msg. u wasnt litat de.

did i tied u down? did i ever control u? wat i can say is i nvr tried and i nvr before. then what for use those and leave me? i know u wan freedom ar. i give u le ar. u fly out the cage and nvr flew back again.. r u lost my baby? where r u? fly back to my side hao ma? im been trying to be strong infront of all ppl, but inside me.. im weak. i donno how long i can hold on. i might collasp soon? after so many days, u say u still love me, im still someone to u u still care for me.. im happy to hear those but, what i really wan is u by my side u noe?

still rmb the promise i mention? i was really disappointed by you didnt even rmb we made promise b4.. hai.. u say if 1 quited 1 month, u will gain me any wish i want. do u know my only wish now is, i want you back to myside.. forever be my love one? can i fulill this? can u gain me this ma bi?

once again, im feeling so down...


thx thrasher for the captains ball competition.. we coundnt get 1st for the competition, but at lease wat we gain from this all is we had fun and we know each other. thats the most important part..

and some times im wondering, what is friendship or ppl so called brotherhood for? don think much ya bro=)