i have a few thing to say this post.

firstly, this yr brag i gt myself 1 gold for floorball and 1 silver for netball. 3cheers to SIT. ~~~ i enjoyed all the game.. if only vs shl could be on the last match.. we might nt lose to they. but nvm, silver will be enough. =)

secondly, fucking songchai.. u know ur stupid actions cause us cannot go thailand? i hate u, go to hell!!!!!!

thirdly, ashley back from aust for holiday. went to ball with her on wed and fri.. nt bad, quite enjoyed. whens our next balling session?

lastly, i just sprained my back. my old injury part..the pain its killing me now.. i cant move, cant walk cant sit.. omg=((( anyone wan to be my personal nurse and take care of me? wat if she can be here with me now. i will feelbetter..

damn unlucky=((

time with them really passing very fast. since year1 in cypher camp, nig camp, sport camp orion camp.. till now, we nvr leave each other as a friend. they all in yr 3 and grad soon in few weeks time.. fr me, im still standing on the same spot, yet all my frens is reaching the finsihing point for their poly.
i nvr failed to enjoy the time with them, the fun the joke and everything. recently we have been tog for alot of things. like campui, sentosa, clubing, brag, cypher room and outing.. sometimes i just wish now we are in our yr 1, so that we still have 2 more yrs to enjoy the fun tog.
today, netball brag finally ended, with a silver medal and the hardwork , sweat we put in.. im proud of u all =D grear job guys. the time we can be tog getting lesser, but we will enjoy it without fail...

im going thailand in a few weeks time. =DD

this is the way of me being cheng xim, what had u gave me for this 6 months? although is unbearable pain in my heart, but this ending might be the best for us. TC, the time and memories u gave me, i wont forget.

im sick, very sick. fever, sorethroat, flu, bodypain, chest pain. wats more? im suffering like hell now, nothing can compare to the pain i've in my heart..

sentosa again for last sunday, the sun didnt failed us =D but this time round, no pics..

tml, collecting passport, playin basketball at ntu and mambo in the night=))

short update but at lease better than nth.
do u know im missing u? yes, u

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sat went to sentosa with the cypher/campui ppl. what i expecting was only 10-20ppl, in the end 40+ ppl came for this. pics will be uploaded when i gt all the pics for the sentosa trip=) reach there ard 1+ due to 2 ppl late.. play ard then leave at 7+. ate subway at vivo then went to cine for movie with the rest. took night rider home after movie. damn tired, slp till 7pm then wake up.


16th every month, its a very impt date to me. its the date we being tog 5months ago. since we broke up, im always feeling so happy when 16th is approaching. it bring back memories for me. but, u didnt care. every month without fail, i will send u. "happy anni girl" u didnt feel anything. when im starting to feel, why im the only one that doing these when she don care and starting nt to care so much. she came and said to me, i forgot about the date and why i didnt care so much about that. isit that date nt impt ot me anymore. it pissed me off..

u said i have changed, to someone who don even care anything. u didnt know the casue for this.. who is the one, pulling me back to her life. in the end can just say to me "sry i don love u anymore, give me up pls." its nt only for 1 time, i trusted u for so many time.in the end? same thing happen over and over again. when i decided, okay i should just love u like this and don hope for more. u come and say me, alouis u have changed. wtf is this... seriously, u making me having phobia to go back to u. thinking will u do this again will u do that again. i just donno wat u r thinking inside. i don understand u anymore.. or rather i nvr once understand. the thing u do, its so different. u do things till majiam u have spilt personality. can show till this min u can show so much love and care towards me. but next min u can ask me fuck off.

im confused, im sad. T.T if theres thing i wan u to do, i want u to be clear with ur heart. think out wat u really want... till then..........


tml having volleyball brag=) lets go SIT