well, its being days since i last blogged! WOW, im back blogging now! At least, when i have something to say, i have a place for me to vent it out.

5 and a half more months to ORD, its kinda fast for the time to pass. i have being thinking quite a few times, what i shall do after i ORD? Study? working? Actually i don't even know it myself. i feel like continue on the road of acting. i might not be that good, but i have the passion for this field of thingy.

kind of decided when my friends ask why i dont want to go mediacorp. i told them the reason i dont want its becasue i want to help TCP become bigger and stronger! aiseh right! when sean see this, he sure will say ankar sio!

TCP its one of the most important thing in my life now, it brings me alot of thing which i desired. Friendships, Family and my Dream!
TY kaile for bringing me in.
ty sean, des, ym, ws and tham for giving me so many chances.
ty myself for acting so well and improve! HAHA!


its being 1 and a half yrs, and i still cant able to forget u. i wonder whats the reason. When my grandma asked: "why didnt bring gf back already?" i dont know how to answer that, or even myself dont even know the answer. i had been telling myself to move on, but the speed of me moving on is too slow for me to forget u fully. wondering are u doing good now, did samuel treat u gd or did u lost ur smile u have?
theres too many thing reminds me of you........ kinda hurts yo!




and fucking hell, during this 1 and a half yr of NS life, i gained 'N' kg?????!!! omg. im so fat now, seriously. my tummy jitao last warning already. im not the confident alouis in the past anymore, kind of lost it somewhere, somehow. i dont even have the determination to slim down.. goshhh, whats happening to meeeeee???!
:(


sign off,
the fat alouis

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