hey guys..
sry man, army too busy for me to update my blog le. haha, i know theres alot ppl missed me alot. :) i miss u guys too.

cypher cliques,
tcp peeps,
rpians.
theres alot more.

emm, army wasnt that bad afterall. alot of my friend said i become bigger size.
so ya..
alot things happened this 3 weeks when i enlisted.
yes, someone left me.
my bunkmate's mum passaway.,
tio tekan gao gao. okay la
jaguar coy, very nice and good coy. enjoying the time there. the training and etc.

oh anw, i gained weight inside. now im 83kg. ahhaha! shit to the core la! hahaha
i need to train more.
tmr will be the 2nd ippt test. those who nvr acheive at least a pass , need to stay back for RT on sat morning. :(
gg max.



yeap, the decision u made, affected me alot. when i said something, i mean it.
you are really selfish, to only care about how u felt but not mine. quite disappointed in u.
i had been doing the things u want, and neglect my own feeling and thought. but what did u gave me? all sort of shit things.
yeap, for ur own good. if u are reading this, pls learn from all this that had happen between us and dont do it again. because, i know this feeling really sucks.
even when im typing all this, let me tell u, im really sad. but what can i do, nth.
but i think,u wont be reading what im writing here too. because u dont really care anymore.
if u really think of S so much, i wish that hes the right one for u.

I still remember every little things you said. I can't wash away th sight of your face from my mind,your cute voice.You are my sweetest gift from God, yet I can't help feeling helpless. This pain shall go on, till th moment I end this affection. You mattered so much t me, every tear I drop for you is worthy. Please, ...put yourself in my shoes. I am tough, I am strong, but in me still thumps the heart of a weakling's.


:(