ppl im missing right now or i wish to celebrate my bd with

bros:
seany
kenneth
chinteck
jon
kb
wee
hb
terence
leon
melvin

sis/girl:
yuqi-bf
pamela-bestfriend
cecilia-onlyfriend
jocelyn
adria- thumb
meiyin-eh lim eh
calys-SI HUI
st -siao tong siao
kaile - crazy bitch with 4 breast
bin - nagger
ederlyn -dont angry!

haha, ofcourse theres alot more i nvr list out.
alot more ppl in TCP and cypher.
but the main thing is wish nia. haha! i dont plan to celebrate bd this yr. maybe jsut a meal or what.
huh?
what?
oh, u guys asking me whats my wishlist this yr ar. haha! nth much actually la.

like erm...
a new mp3
a new phone
itouch
a new laptop
psp
ang bao




haha not alot right.
what? im kidding?
no?
im serious about all these that i want. hahaha.
anyway, be honour that u r in my 'im missing u' and 'ppl i wish to celebrate my bd with' lists:)
theres alot name i nvr add in because im still thinking who else to put in. hahah. so yea, sry if u name isnt inside yea. :) will add u in if i rmb again.

alright, its a random post but at least i miss u guys:)
anyway, i feel that steven disgusting to the core. feel like punching him right on his face.
okay bye:)


and and and


ily

i know i haven't been updating my blog.. sry guys. aha! was really lazy to blog recently. okay lets have a short update here.

ytd was the tcp's 7th gen audition. its the first audition after i joined them. me and jaslyn was the teacher for this audition.

lets congrats shawn willy and yang for joining TCP:) a grp of fun and good ppl:)

after audition went find wee and hb for bball. then home slp.

today had my first tcp's sportsday:)
it was like fun and awesome la.
after that went MS for just acia. nice:)
then slack at carls jr.
just home.


okay, today 2 ppl say im fatter.
seriously low morale now:(
i fat till my body my face out of shape le. :(
ugly ttm.
i need slim down.


recently when i watch some of the video i acted, i keep on thinking wheres the part that i can improve. haha! too lousy liao. think i need more time and exp man! i think im getting nervous when i see everyone except me improved. i can do it! haha:)



sometimes , when i saw those old/handicap ppl. i wished that i can help them, like bring things from them or what. but when i cant, i feel that im quite useless. if one day i become rich, i sure will help without 2nd thought. yes i will.

i still thinking should i go for camp.i feel im extra.

counting down to my bd
counting down to army
well....

photos soon:)

bye

just back from meeting sean kenneth adria and tecky:)
had supper, my fav glm..

this week was a busy and fun week for me.
so its time to update:)

tues-thur
cypher chalet.
jon jy emily kaile bin kelly desmond fujie bestfriend zhiyang kengboon david
all of them is my cypher's friends, somehow they bring me memories and fun in poly's life. im glad that i met them:)
can u believed it? 5-6smokers in 2 days we smoked ard 200 sticks. thats fucking insane.
pool, bowling, and 15hrs of non stop mj.. its just too fun.
oh ya, and dont forget about
zhiyang's internal bleeding
jon's asscheek on kaile's hand
jon pants off for bin
and lots of thing happen. memorable.
when i off for ns, the first few i will miss its them :)
when pic arrived i will upload it.

friday
happy birthday leon
u r happy
im happy
terence was happy too

off to zouk for leon's birthday
drank 3 diff type of vorka
soul plam, kiwi and the normal one
then martell
followed by champeign
then white wine
last but not least
beer..
after that cab back home


the next day,

i wake up a few time to vomit
ard 11+pm
2nd time waking up to vomit..
i swear to god, i thought im gonna die.. yes i am.
my breathing pipe sort of close up, making me cannot breathe for 40sec..
yes, totally cannot breathe.. i wanted to shout for help, but ic ant also.
luckily, it sort of open up again.. phew!
im only 22, i dont wanna die. hahaha!



okay sort of done updating..


i always though things wil remain same.
but i realised im too naive.
things had changed
but im still hoping
u will be back to me.

well, im stupid.
yes im..
but i nvr regret..




the ppl i missing right now
number one wil be~~~~
ofccourse my BF.
1)yuqi!! :) althought theres time that u will make me pissed off. but i still love ya:)
2)you i always miss u
3)bestfriend dont emo liao:) just rmb the things i said to u in chalet. :)
4)sean bro i always miss u
5)meiyin i miss chatting with u on msn.!!!! faste come back!!!
6)only friend! see i gt miss u lei!
7)cypher clique i miss the fun man!
8)tcp-ian
9)my sec sch friends its random, theres alot of misunderstanding and things i did wrong that making thing bad. but sometime i cant deny that i missed the fun all of us used to have. yeap



life, still move on with or without all these ppl.
but i chose to move on with them. because they are impt to me.

No matter how much u push me away, i will still hold on to u

你曾说不想有天让我知道你对他有那么好你说会懂我的失落不是靠宽容就能够解脱我以为我出现的时候刚好你和他正说要分开我以为你已对他不再期待不纵容他再给你伤害我以为我的温柔能给你真的愉悦我以为我能全力填满你感情缺口专心陪在你左右弥补他一切的错也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生我以为终究你会慢慢明白他的心不在你身上我的关心你依然无动于衷我的以为只是我以为我以为我的温柔能给你真的愉悦我以为我能全力填满你感情缺口专心陪在你左右弥补他一切的错也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生他让你红了眼眶你却还笑着原谅原来你早就想好你要留在谁身旁我以为我够坚强却一天天地失望少给我一点希望希望就不是奢望却输得那呢绝望



一直是我 陪你去躲 回憶裡的雨 妳無心 的嘆息 有心碎的 聲音 他的好 他的壞 他的不安定 他的故事 是我和你 愛情裡 的烏雲 從我愛上 愛他的你 那個瞬間起 一直是雨天 你只愛雨天 我用傘 保護你 親吻著 你苦澀 味道的微笑 閉著眼睛 我明白你 想念他 的秘密 我一直 在第二順位 愛著你 一直從雨天 一直到陰天 一直到晴天 你逃離過去 我一直在 第二順位 等著你 一直從昨天 一直到今天 一直到永遠 我相信 是我最愛你 聆聽你說 抱歉多過 你說我愛你 你困在雨裡 我困在雨裡 我的傘 濕淋淋 『沒關係』 是我最 常說的一句 就讓我等 就算我冷 至少我 陪著你

work was tired, for 2 days.
tml, theres few more hrs to clear the work.

only one word, tired.
have to wake up at 9am.
i dont even know if i can wake up.
which is 60% i cant wake up.
seriously need morning call, but no one to rely on.
haha, nvm! i shall force myself to wake up!!

after work went to kaile's cyn dinner or rather i said, buffet. nice food with nice ppl. :)

actually theres alot to update, but i cant rmb what i had been doing for the past few days because right now, my minds blank. (y)




emmm, donno what else to say. when i saw that r.s, i felt im being push off the cliff. boooo, bomb! bottom of the cliff. (y) song.

nvm:)



GF: i think u totally understand what i meant when i said those things to u. dont worry, u still have me:) (y) smile k! (L)
bestfriend: okay, first day.imy k! smile!



okay blank blank blank. bye