my blog is dying, dont realy know what to update recently.
even now im thinking what to write about.. emmm..

friday afternoon went to TENdollarclub with my family. sing sing sing.. my sorethroat turned worse.. after that went to vionna's father wedding dinner . with some of the tcp-ians. drink drink drink, and yam till no ones business. its making my sortthroat worst.
after the dinner we decided to go BQ for a drink. went to some pub called "SHEBANG"
not bad la, free pool to play.

sat, went to terence's for steamboat. planned to play tennis over at his hse. but knn last min tell me, eh i no racket. eh terence, ni mama fong.
steamboat and drinking session was awesome ttm. finally, i felt happy for this week, for the first time really happy and enjoy. thx guys:)
adn thx to victoia tan! she shoot her cig butt directly on my face. yeap. hurts.

after that ton over at terence hse with dom and wee:)


the next day, went home get change. its play ball time:)
cabbed to bishan met hb. played one match and :)



knnbccb, rain =_=
okay spoiled mood totally.
then went dinner instead. wee treated:) thx bro for the zichar.


now, im home..
resting.
thinking about things
and yeap




everynight
when i look up,
when i start looking at the stars,
the first one i will be thinking,
its u.
i smiled, because i rmbed how we used to look at it, tog..
i look down, i teared.
because i know u aint gonna look at the stars with me, not anymore.

its really heartbreaking.
its so hurting
the name " alouis"
had already gone in ur heart,
yet ur name already leave a deep mark in my heart.
every single day, i will think
hey! whats going on?
IHBYG?
the promises?
the smile?
the misses?
the concern?
the care?
the love?
wheres everything?


yes im sad, no ppl know
yes im not happy, no ppl know
yes im acting as if i smiling, no ppl know.
who know? maybe im crying..
right now? just now? or maybe ltr?

i dont bear to let u go, or even better.
i dont even have the chance to hold onto u.
i dont even have the chance to try.

u've been telling me sry alouis sry.
u know, what i really want aint ur sry.
i just want u to tell me,
hey! alouis dont give up, u still have the chance.
with the smile.
or rather i want ur love.
but nope.



i miss looking the stars tog with u
i miss the way u peep at me
i miss ur shyness
i miss ur smile
i miss the time i send u home
i miss the time u tell me that " ihbyg"
i miss u telling me " imy"
i miss ur text
i miss ur voice
i miss ur lauging


fuck!


i just miss u :(

okay, im emo.. very very emo
will u be there for me again?


u always is the reason i smile, becoz u are my smile.
but when the time i've lost u, i also lost my smile too.

but even ive been complaining so much, i stil wanna say...


i love u

okay sry for the emo post. i dont feel like writing anymore le. bye