done with today fliming and just reached home. one word to describe my feeling now~~~ tired=_=

this is the first time i flim for so long, 4pm till 6am. wan die le...
quite fun la, and i think that the things that flim on these 4 days, will help me alot in the future fliming in TCP:)

later gonna report at 5 for fliming, rp=)
i cant wait to show u all the video...





maybe we are only meant to be friend. if thats so, wo ren ming le.

this decision is too hard to make....



so what should i do?

just finish fliming, and im fucking tired i swear..
4pm-5am. flming lei... suppose to end it at 4am, but overrun.
nice crew i flim with today, tml gonna report at 3pm.
need to slp soon.

and and and
im sry for not being able to wake up for sentosa guys.
need to report early=(
don't blame me


i seriously missing u badly.
yes u

okay im here to blog because wanna blog something, but before that blog about these 2days first.

friday: a bad day to start of with.. actually working F1 under shervon hotel with jon and mel, but they give us a fucking lame excuse like "sry passes not enough, so u can go home now".
fuck u! i woke up at 8am to go work everything u ask limbei go home because u not enough passes and nvr inform us somemore. _l_
with a fucking bad attitude somemore.
okay we left, went town.. called their boss joel, and make him fucked them up side down.
then we proceed to town for a chilling session.
watch probia2. not bad thou, rated 3/5 for me
then jon went off first, me and mel went to play pool
then ard 6 i went to meet outside fliming grp as they asked me to flim a video for them.
till 8+ meet limei and ruiqi for dinner and went home slp=)

and i want to thank ST=)

sat: woke up at 9am for work. today work till from 10am-2am.. fucking tired ii swear..
work hotel waiter under F1, nice view over at 30th story. we could almost see 3/4 of the track. waha.

tml working somemore. need to meet them 1230 at newton . okay i go slp le. night.

hi guys! tml im working, and why the fucking hell im nt slping yet.. the reason very simple, i cant slp =_=
bin is so gonna kill me=(

okay lets update a few thing
and
tons tons of pics=)


tuesday:met up with desmond they all, had a mini cypher gathering. quite fun la...
went taka look for st=)
then went mos eat
after that went over to melvin's cousin pub name chill out place=)

headcount: cecilia limei desmond me wee=)
photo wil be upload next post

ytd: work with desmond pinwen desmond's cousin and yong yiok.. being ursher the traffic and doing some other sai kang. but still we enjoyed it becoz theres so much good food over ther for us to enjoy. =) i miss the food=(
reach home at 12am =_=

today: met jon kaile ivan and mel at cine, walked over to taka to look for st again=)
then ate dinner at taka food court..
headed to chil out place after dinner.
mel and his friend join us after a while.
went home 9+

alot pics for u all to see later. =)


i miss alot of thing..
i miss the sch
i miss cypher room
i miss the ppl in cypher
i miss the fun we had tog
i miss the food in rp
i miss the time smoking in handicap toilet with my brother(S)
i miss the jokes (lame)
i miss sean
i miss the smell of money

and lastly
i miss you deeply
im still waiting





oh ya and the last thing..

i hate my friend touching my girl. dont even think about it. otherwise i wont let u go:)



if only i had motivation for sch last time, i wont be in this state like now
if only i didnt once almost gave up, we wont be in this state.
if tml no work, i most likely will make myself drunk.


new friend come, old friend go??
i still dont believe in these shit.



its nice to feel busy because i will be too busy to think any shit.
but once im free from everything, emoness trying to take over my mind, my body, my heart...
i cant help it
i cant do anything
all i can do its cry.
i need the light
the light which will guild me out from this darkness





bye

no dream, no aim, no life.



what should i do?

im screwed...


ready to tio sack le

im happy to see u..
i miss u so much, just donno why..


ytd stayed over at sean's hse =)
kenneth stayed over too. hahahaha

so today sean acc me to office to collect pay. in the end, pay was deducted for uniform. damn=(

talk with office staff about the sponsorship for I.bond
then go taka find her=)
eat lots of durian mooncake too.

joke of the day:

u can eat, but ur friend cant.. because my mooncake non-halal. LOLOLOLOL


ah jie and fred came over to meet us. so went to fareast look for sponsors....
then ate dinner there.. slack at heeren, kaile ben bin ivan and mel met us. went to mel's cousin pub=)
till 4+am.. ate dao hua =) and and home..


i think im sick, and tml still gonna work 12-10.. i donno i can take it not... if tml i wake up not feeling well, then im sry colin.. ha, okay gonna rest now, bye =)








what r u thinking now?
and
what am i thinking too...i dont want a 'donno' or 'no' from u.

just a 'yes' will do.....















okay=D i just check my schedule...
no work for both week end! woho!
can rest le.
okok bye