i still rmb, my retribution still on right? yea, its still following me.. no matter how regreted i feel, or even how hard i want people to change the impression on me. i still cant, its following me forever i suppose.. whenever i like a girl, this will happen.. this will being mention..
i hate the past, how i wish i can go back to the past and tell the past me that dont do it. what i only can do now is going ard tellng my friends dont do it. don make the mistake i had done ..

if seriously u read this, go for what u really think ba. i wont stop nor do anything.. because i know u will be happy. i just a guy with bad reputation, that cannot give girl happiness.

who really know the real me? understand the real me? i guess, no one.. =(
loser is me, me is loser.

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omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg!!!
how how how how how how how now!!
omg jon!!!!!
omg berlin!
omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


damn pai sei now.
how how how..

yo guys!! hahah, ytd sentosa was fine i suppose..
i really want to apologist for those who came early, those who left becoz they are pissed..
due to alot ppl late, we have to wait for them. i didnt really expect u guys will be there so early.. then let u all wait for few hrs. i feel guilty for it. sry..
ytd really nt in the mood.. had a really bad and sad dream.. dream of what i heard.. it kinda impact me? well, spoil the mood for the whole day..
sry guys if ytd i looked or sound pissed. was kinda sad and moodless, had a chat with desmond over at the beach.
after sentosa, went over to vivo for dinner with the whle group.. then went over to serene hse for mj session..
home with leon at 7+ and and and lala land..
woke up ard 9+pm in the night. hahahaha. song.. long nvr slp this long le.

and i just get to know, my family book chalet for my 21st.. but its on weekend.. emmmmmmm, i think i dont gonna celebrate it ba, since it falls on weekday/sch day.. hahaha, but i really appreciate the heart from my family=D loves<3

lazy to take the pic from fb to upload.. so when i not lazy then say ba.. hahaha

love is a thing that always haunt me.. when can i get out from the curse?
i just wish you are the one but still i don have any courage to confess

bd coming real soon, what do i want for present lei!!! emmmm, let me think of my wish list! haha.
i want new pairs of basketball shoe
i wan psp
i wan iphone
i wan more shirt
i wan more bag
i wan more shoe
i wan more money
i wan more events..
i wan to sing more..

and lastly, ofcoz..
i wan someone who love me and cherish me...
someone who will i love to celebrate my 21st bd..
can i?
no one but her..
can ?


sentosa later. how many ppl will go, how many ppl will ps and how many ppl will late.. lol! lets see later ..
okay i blog till here le peeps. bye

u scare i will like u?
i aleady did.
sad
sad
sad
for hearing that from my friend..

what i should do now?
i really don't know..
maybe i should just disappear..

let love, let go....

=((((((((((((((((

recently my grps of friends just very into some joke.. to disturb each other.haha

1)me:eh, you want go with us?
??:go where?
me:go hong kan la!

2)me: eh help me na (take)that one inside the room?
??:na(take) wat?
me:na bei chee bye la.. ><

3) me: the thing in the room can help me tiew (throw?
??:tiew wat?
me:tiew ni lo mo..(fuck your mum)

i gt 1 brother leon.. haha his full name is leon see kee han.. hahaha. no matter someone look at me or wat.. i will say
see what see!!!!
see kee han la! hahaha
this is some of the inside joke that really brighten up my day with my grp of friends.
really enjoy the time with them.=)


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i guess i has fallen into the SMALL TRAP!
i just cant take my eye away from her

how??????

okay, cypher camp and FOP pics haven receive all. so well, the update for those will be other day ba.

nth to update le. bye peeps

this holiday im really bored till nth to say! 3months, a few events, training, eat and slp. nth else. somehow in my heart i wan sch start faster, so at least i have something to do everyday.. and i need more events to work la. when i nth to do, no events. suddenly when im having camp soon, all ask me want to work for events nt. =_= spoil mood. at least event on non camp date la. i sure work.

ytd friendly was fine, won 19points.

camp next week i really looking forward to it.

hais, who want date me out> <