sometimes, the more pain u get, the lesser pain u will feel. this time round, im surpised that most of the time i can feel so calm or whatever. maybe this theory work on me? i finally know whats the word 'numb' just because im feeling it right now i think.
i don't know what to do what to say what to think anymore. just hope i will get over this real soon..

anyway, happy new year to everyone! my new yr celebration was fine. didnt go alot of hse to bai nian, instead i have been rotting either at home waiting for ppl come to bai nian,go over to my brother hse bai nian cum mj session , go over to my relative hse bai nian or go to friend's hse for mj session again. gamble and taking ang bao is always me and my brother trend for new yr. =D

my back is turning worse i think. im lying down yet i can feel the pain too =_= how im gonna sign on in this state. =(

my dad say wanna help me intro that girl that being my eye candy for 3yrs to me. =)) hope can sia, shes really pretty. still rmb 3yrs ago, helping my dad send something over to their hse, im already attract by her. every yr just hoping can go their hse see her face nia. nt bad nt bad =)

alright peeps, nth much to update. i wanan go download new songs for myself to listen~ bye!!