im sick.. lovesick, hurtsick...... basically, im sick of everything i have in my life... my heart now is very luan.. everyday single day im thnking why this will happen to us even i thot at least our friendship will last... i really sick of acting okay and perfectly fine infront of anyone le.
no one, just no one really understand how much pain i have inside my heart.. if i have a more chance, just one more.. i will keep that feeling inside me, forever.. =(
just hate it, think tonight will be an emo-est day for me le.

anyway, just woke up nt long from my slp. ytd need wee and boon at 10+PM for basketball session nearby my hse. play from 11+ to 2+am.. then go mac slack a while and ate breakfast over there. played fishing with boon, he lose me 40+ push up.. song...! but damnit, in the end i lost him more than 150+push up.. did 100 but still owe him 70.. =( went back to ball again till 12+pm then home swee home.. bath and sleep till now, wake up with aching muscle..

finally, i borrow a guitar from ben, the nsman. =x can train my guitar le..

friday im leaving to thailand le, looking forward.~~

andandand, im really in need of cash.. anyone have any job to intro me wee and boon. any job =( pls~~~

Labels: heartache, muscleache