hi everyone, im here to update finally.. just a short update about wat i did this week=)

wed and friday went balling with the same clique with wee at cckcc and clementi cc. it was fun but tired.. friday after balling me and wee decided to meet hock boon for drinking session, so we headed down to holland v for drinking.

wee think that the cocktail wasn't enough for him to drunk, he asked the waiter whether is there anything stronger cocktail for us? in the end wat we got ourselves. damn u wee, a very strong cocktail called "earthquake" thats nt even inthe menu. (specially made for us by the boss) its fucking strong. wee said he feel a bit drunk after drinking that cup of cocktail.
well well well, a cup wasnt enough for us, we ordered a flaming lambo, waterfall, fustration for us.. after drinking, we went to nearby playground and slack.. lots of thing happen la. then headed home slp=)

sat- sentosa with kaile wee terry and sylvia=) fun fun fun, donno why the number of ppl like only 5, but still i enjoyed this trip alot. after sentosa, went cine for dinner , send sylvia home. me and wee went to meet hock boon slack at nearby playgrd. took nr5 home ard 4am and slp=)

sun- meet wee and hockboon for balling. dinner with wee hock boon and the ms maraton 42km finisher=) she came find us to eat. nice right. then slack awhile send herhome, once again, slack at play grd. wee went back first. due to some reason, slack with hockboon, play ball early in the morning and just reach home


theres so many things affecting me..
seriously, i think im just a joke and thrash.
im nt rich
im nt handsome
ive no good backgrd
im nt gd in studies

uselss right.

compare it? 1 high 1 low. obviously, im the low 1.
im lost my confident, or rather i don have any confident since the start..
not only im a joke, the thing i do its a joke too.
seriously, wat im expecting?
seriously, i hate myself
seriously, alouis lim be someone a bit useful can nt
seriously, alouis lim pls do something that have a bright future can?


wee ar wee, theory can be said easily. but what we feel inside cant be cover and convince easily but theory.. i fucking know what u are feeling inside. feel suck=( im so so so emo now. r u feeling the same as me now, wee?

i promise to myself, i will quit smoking and go for lesson.. i don wan be rotten ppl anymore, with no future ahead them. the every single thing i do, who know who understand?

emo emo emo emo emo emo.. i cant stop looking at my phone's dp. its jus simply becoz imy =(

Labels: emo time, outing