merry christmas to all =D hope u all did enjoyed the christmas this year...
anyone ever thought of whats is an ideal christmas for u in ur life? if nt, maybe u can spend a few min alone and think about this..
and for me, i've been hoping the ideal christmas will happen on every yr, but just disappointment came along the way..
seriously, i donno why even its so simple but still cant cme true... what i looknig for in a christmas, its just spending the day with the one i like/love romantic ways.. thats what im looking for only.. for my almost 21 yrs of life, don say christmas, even big days like valentine days or watever i also nvr spend it with my love one before.
its kinda lonely for me.. but still what can i do, nth but just wait.. hoping the next big day will be my ideal 1=(

christmas eve- went over to leon's house for dinner with leon wee ben vincent james jeff serene.. how long that we didnt gather tog for dinner and stuff.. the lame joke and thing kinda missed it.. its a fun one i swear, cant stop laughing when having the dinner.. hahahaha..
after dinner played a rd of mjwith leon, jeff/serene and ben.. after mj, me wee join leon vincent james ben over to 1 club called mimolette at eng neo rd there... okay, i swear its the most boring place i ever go... $18 for entry with 1 free drink..paid another to drink, but nvr drink any. the music not bad thou but all of us doesnt have anymore mood to dance..
ard 4++am, 8 of us include tim and his gf.. went back to leon's hse for mj session till 11am..
reach home at 12pm.. that the end of my christmas=)

THING(s) IM THANKFUL FOR IN 2008:
1)im thankful that god let me meet all of my brothers and friends.. esp wee hb leon mel bin kaile and most importantally 's' ... all of u add on lots of lots of lots of colour in my life.. without u all, my life will be fill of black and white..
2)im thankful that my friends and family ard me nth happen them and always that healthy=)
3)im thankful that theres ppl to hurt me, to let me learn so much thing from it..

THING(s) IM LOOKING FORWARD TO IN 2009
1) ppl ard me stays healthy always
2)to have my ideal days with her
3)no more emo me
4) no more smoking
5)fit alouis
6) go sch regularly
7)smooth road for my r/s
8)$$$$$ come come > <
9)no more trouble for me and my frens and family

conclude: to be a better man


anyone wan ask me out > < im bored

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