sat went to sentosa with the cypher/campui ppl. what i expecting was only 10-20ppl, in the end 40+ ppl came for this. pics will be uploaded when i gt all the pics for the sentosa trip=) reach there ard 1+ due to 2 ppl late.. play ard then leave at 7+. ate subway at vivo then went to cine for movie with the rest. took night rider home after movie. damn tired, slp till 7pm then wake up.


16th every month, its a very impt date to me. its the date we being tog 5months ago. since we broke up, im always feeling so happy when 16th is approaching. it bring back memories for me. but, u didnt care. every month without fail, i will send u. "happy anni girl" u didnt feel anything. when im starting to feel, why im the only one that doing these when she don care and starting nt to care so much. she came and said to me, i forgot about the date and why i didnt care so much about that. isit that date nt impt ot me anymore. it pissed me off..

u said i have changed, to someone who don even care anything. u didnt know the casue for this.. who is the one, pulling me back to her life. in the end can just say to me "sry i don love u anymore, give me up pls." its nt only for 1 time, i trusted u for so many time.in the end? same thing happen over and over again. when i decided, okay i should just love u like this and don hope for more. u come and say me, alouis u have changed. wtf is this... seriously, u making me having phobia to go back to u. thinking will u do this again will u do that again. i just donno wat u r thinking inside. i don understand u anymore.. or rather i nvr once understand. the thing u do, its so different. u do things till majiam u have spilt personality. can show till this min u can show so much love and care towards me. but next min u can ask me fuck off.

im confused, im sad. T.T if theres thing i wan u to do, i want u to be clear with ur heart. think out wat u really want... till then..........


tml having volleyball brag=) lets go SIT