why thing can change within months and so fast? still rmb when we first knew till even b4 we broke up.. we can sms up to 100per day.. we can talk on phone for hours? to hong u slp everynight by singing to u on the phone... every monring u will be the first to give me morning call to wake me up.. we wont be nt talking for the whole day.. weeks ago.. we r still lovely couple.. i sayang u like nvr b4 and stuff. but now?? everything seem to change.. u msg other ppl le, u morning call other ppl le. we hardly sms, we hardly talk on phone , i hardly gt the chance to hong u.
this all change i still can tahan, but today its really a hard time for me =( u said, ur no 1 to me.. this words pull me down to the deepless hole.. i feel so lost. today wholoe day, im really nt feeling well. hai, after since i hear that from u.. and been ignore me the whole day? do u ever treat me litat? past few day, if u nvr say bye nvr leave msg i don mind.. becoz i no phone.. becoz sometime im nt online.. but today? i gt my phone, im onlkine for the whole day for u.. just waiting for maybe you are free then i can talk to u. u leave sch without any msg. u wasnt litat de.

did i tied u down? did i ever control u? wat i can say is i nvr tried and i nvr before. then what for use those and leave me? i know u wan freedom ar. i give u le ar. u fly out the cage and nvr flew back again.. r u lost my baby? where r u? fly back to my side hao ma? im been trying to be strong infront of all ppl, but inside me.. im weak. i donno how long i can hold on. i might collasp soon? after so many days, u say u still love me, im still someone to u u still care for me.. im happy to hear those but, what i really wan is u by my side u noe?

still rmb the promise i mention? i was really disappointed by you didnt even rmb we made promise b4.. hai.. u say if 1 quited 1 month, u will gain me any wish i want. do u know my only wish now is, i want you back to myside.. forever be my love one? can i fulill this? can u gain me this ma bi?

once again, im feeling so down...


thx thrasher for the captains ball competition.. we coundnt get 1st for the competition, but at lease wat we gain from this all is we had fun and we know each other. thats the most important part..

and some times im wondering, what is friendship or ppl so called brotherhood for? don think much ya bro=)