recently there is too many thing for me between us to hold on le.. im feeling kinda stress when i heard from you that you still have feeling for your ex after that day when he fetch you home. then i thinking, isnt that the thing im trying so hard to prevent from? by asking you, don meet him don meet him. for wat reason? just becoz i want to prevent these sort of thing happening. but still, u don listen. now, u gt confused.. u gt jealous and stuff. how about me? i wont do thing without any reasons. i think now u understand why..


being thinking the thing happening between u me and him. when u and him break off, i came in to break u 2 up.. now, we break off, its his turn to come into us... hai, this is the bao ying that ppl said i think? guess i shouldnt be hating him so much. becoz for now, i know how much exactly he is feeling in his heart that time. its so much pain... i thought, i can have ur 100%.. i didnt expect you will leave me that easily.. i didnt expect you stil love him when u said u dont.. i didnt expect u will ignore me just becoz i didnt tell u names.. i didnt expect you will ask me to give up... i didnt expect we will come to this stage when im so in love with u.

you said you don trust love anymore.. but u trust me.. why don wan give me the chance that i can let u trust love again? being asking me to give up give up give up.. hang my calls, don wan reply my msg.. thats no the way my dear. its even causing more pain to me, and perhaps to u. why don wan do something that is more meaningful that try to face and solve the problem..
if u wan me, tell him fucked off and don contact.
in the other hand..
if u wan him, tell me.. i will fucked off myself and leave..
after been so cold to me, u think is worth it? after u do so much, i do so much.. for our r/s.. you think its worth it to end it this way? no, its not. its nt worth it to end it this way.. thats why im still holding on.. i don wan to give up.. becoz of? ofcoz is my love toward you my dear.
can u feel my heart?
can u feel my hardwork?
can u feel the pain?
can u feel im there?
can u feel how much i miss?
can u feel im holding on?
can u feel i need u there with me?

pls, come back to me..all i need its u and ur love. don let me suffer le... ="(

i love you

I'm so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.

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