have u guys ever wonder, sometimes a small little u did might change alot of thing? or ever bring u regret in ur life? for me, yes i do.
there's so many thing i regret in my life le.
basketball? i know my passion is there but i chose to walk away
studies? i know i can do it, but still i chose to ignore it.
you? there's so many things to list out le. hais...

that is why when i see someone like in my state, i will go talk to them just as a guo lai ren. ha. experience talk lei.

anyway, just reached home. went to hui qi hse played mj as usual. but this time round, i cant get myself in focus. distracted by alot of things in my mind.. when i realise, oh i hit 2 card let other ppl eat le. oh, i hit the 3 card in the same suit. bao... in the end, lose 32.. in that short 10min when u called, im happy but in the end turned to be sad. maybe i should reflect on myself ba. just how bad my action can be when my words its so small. i don mean it de. trust me girl.

just now when taking a nap in qi hse. was having a dream, about mj=_= dream about i was playign mj again, but donno who.. i woke up. drink water take my jacket and fall back to slp. same dream... mj, its totally the same. i think i woke up 5-6 times litat then slp back. in the end will go back to the same old mj dream. emmemmemm, i become mj god liao. even dreaming also can dream mj and the most best part is still can continue the dream=_= idea. if only when i dream about u, these can happen. i will be happy enough, even don wake up forever. ..

i go watch hot shot ep 5 le.. take care all

sign off, alouis~

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