i cant fall aslp, alot things being in my mind turning. i know alot thing.. but just.. nvm..

thx leon, benig there to hear me cry in the phone, hear wats inside my heart.. i really thx when this few days, i need someone, you will be there for me. if don have you, i donno how im going to release all, who to talk to. thx bro. really thx. theres nth i can say out that how much i treasure our brotherhood. so when u need me, i will be there too=)

thx rubbish bin always be the one who letting me throw all my rubbish to you to clear my mind. all the advice and thing. thx

thx ant to being so nice to accompany me the night when ur tired.

thx jeff, serene and eugene also be there to support me to help me. always help me talk to her when i realy need help.

to all the people here, one bow... from my heart. i treasure ur all. im touched for whatever u all do for me. im grad that i have you all being with me all the time..

i just cant help myself from crying. no matter how much im trying to cheer myself up, how hard im trying to smile. i just cant stop thinking of her. guess, she already someone who is so important in my life le. i just cant pull myself out le.. its too deep le. the tears i roll down my cheek, is countless.. too much for me to really count. ='(

if time can roll back.. if i can change thing.. i will do wat i can to let u don leave me. what happen ytd, what happen in the 1month 8days.. it will be, always in my mind. to be the best memories for my life. the effort you put in, i see it with my eyes. the video u do, the choco u bought for me, the photo, all the changes.. ring, and the thing i don like that u change. thx. if i can say, kelly ang wan ning. ur definitely the best...

i cant stop crying now, sorry for those who care for me. im just worthless for ur care. let me be ba.. im tha stupid.. im that silly. thats me.. i donno how long this nightmare will end. i just hope one day, when i wake up. you will be, by my side. once again, i can call u baby and say i love u.

im nt the alouis u all know le. just somehow,
the smile i had. gone....
the cheerful side i had, gone...
the joker side i had, gone...

i just don worth anything now.


its hurts. =(
sign off, alouis
bye

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