hi all, just done mapleling. im tired la. after my mage been hacked. im determind to train a new acc out. this time round i wan chiong to at lease 3rd job. half way there le, lvl 44. gogogo.
new spearman acc, at first lack of fund, its kind hard to play with fund. but after doing kerning pq, fund coming in by selling scroll. haha. so yea, go on and on.

ytd went to tamp there play ball with my dear christine(my darling), jin feng, tracy and 2 other fren.play with a few arrogant kid. haha, trash trash and trash. nth much, but after trash trash trash, what's coming next is cramp cramp crampzzzzzzzz. =x haha my whole body is aching ever since i played ball like 1 month plus? haha. such a weakling. i lost my feel totally, but iits kinda fun at the back becoz the feeling slowly coming back and i played what i want out somehow.

next week plan out,
monday-go countdown with my darling(christine), tracy, jf and donno who going. haha
tues- play ball again
wed-free, prehap maple
thur-free, prehap maplre
friday-go back tekmedia with christine, tracy and jf. then go makan?
sat-free, prehap maple
sun-free-prehap maple

lol, this is my holiday.

ytd talk with a female fren that is kinda important to me. she told me something, and asked me to think what i want, is 1 i wan or i want 2. she said don regret when its gone. think carefully. what she say also right la, i think very long le. ever since that happen, i think alot times till now. but, its take 2 hand to clap? yes, definitally. you think i don wan, i also want de ar. but u cant expect me to go back like this? i regret on making those decision on that time. how i wish i can go back, and stop myself from doing those. i know myself, deep in my heart. i still want her back. isit possible? i need a answer, a way, a path for me to go. :(

anyway, like what i told u fren, she's still the best.

sign off alouis

hi all,
how long im nt being updating
how long im being busy working
how long i didnt go sch
how far i drift from my life
how far i drift from my frens esp u

there's so much i wanna blog, but i just cant put those into word to tell u all. emm, kinda confused?
dead?
lonely?
drifted?
busy life?
no basketball?
give up?
no more?

since 29of nov till now, im being working non stop? i donno why im being doing these. money? wanna occupied myself? seriously just dono much about myself anymore. i easily confused and cry now. maybe just put in heart for times, as the result show is bombed~~ explode. :(

now still working at bookfest, is damn pathatic. a big show with no customer. commision less, lunch and dinner have to buy ownself. sianzasion~~ i miss, i hope, i want.

will be update some photo next time when tracy and christ send me all the candit or rather my retard photo. till then, happy waiting.

ooh ya. brother,father and grandpa i nvr forget urs birthday. working had been keeping me busy and tired. u all is still my dearie. love u all!
belated happy birthday.

merry christmas all..
tag me more pls, my blog seem so dead. :) tata

Deutschland Sucht Den Superstar - Cry On My Shoulder lyrics

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you wait for love and you're alone
If you call your friends nobody's home

You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life they are free

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh, let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh, just call me and
I'll make your day
When the nights are gettin' cold and blue
When the days are gettin' hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you
I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

What real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What love can do
Love can do

finally today i can rest. since friday i was working like a dog, not able to have enough rest la.. haha.. tired dao~~~ haha

fri till sun had sitex show, as usual working under tek media for ss mp4. kao at expo. nt far ma. everyday spend almost 2h to travel there adn back. tired.

ytd workng for sony cam at heeren, and that fuking sony boss. i will curse u. don let me see u again. i will curse u like hel.. rawwwr.. me and tracy still considering tml whether wanna work or nt becoz our pay being cancel... wtf!!!!!!!!!

M.O.M we need ur help.. hahahaha

i nvr say i want give up, i nvr say i wan move on. i nvr say i don like u, this is happen to us. seriously if u don wan to close it back, let it be ba. this is our fate. is my fault for liking u at the first place. for falling in so deep. u like her, go ba. seriously im nth to u right. being there so months. like nth happen. just hope u can feel what and how im feeling ba. its hurt.. truely hurt.. take care my fren~