im totally lost... totally feel so down. i was about to gain my confident back. but i go down again..
my role is a forward today. tell me, a forward who is so empty that defender is so far from him. should he that the shot? when the center is ready?? tell me..
when a forward gt confident can cut through him, he shouldnt do it ar.. even i should pass, u all see show? then i pass miss u all then say me. lai, u all be forward. i don support u see what u do. empty shoot wrong. cut guo le empty shoot also wrong. smlj. if the person playing isnt me, doubt u all will say anything? just becoz of this i cried. smlj... im stupid.. stupid enough..

hai.. so near yet so far.
alouis is
1)ugly
2)unwanted
3) skinny
4) no fashion
5)emo
6)lost his smile

wat else can make me real happy again? nth le ba. hai.. so long nvr feel so fuking emo le. who really noe my side behind the fake laughter. no1.
im all alone..

tml gt mr sit thing. i don feel like going. no mood . nth..

love is either give in or take in. im always the one who give in. knowing that wont get an thing in return. thats me. the more u give in, hte hurt u will get back is alot of times.

know how im feeling for everything. i mean everything.=(