long dint blog le. becoz lazy to blog and nt free also la. haha.. this few day very busy? haha. think so ba.. keep go out.. haha..last friday trainng, sat go 6am sun captain ball. haha..

training was fun but 8 ppl came only, played 4v4 all the way and have some shooting drill loh..
went to eat then go home le.

6am also fun. drink and sing all the way. haha.. but zihui drunk la.. damn gong de girl.. hope ur alright okay. haha. send her home ard 3am, then slack at woodland till 8am take first train home. pics will be uploaded next post.

captain ball is the ball that spoil my week, pissed and sad. sry that i cant give u wat u wan. :(
don wan say le

today went sch, had mr sit photo taking. do ut meet des go home. and im damn tired now.. :(

days pass, my feeling towards u just increase. i wanted to see u every min every second. i seriously miss u alot. hais..

3days didnt blog le. haha. see my blog kinda bored so come here to blog.

let start from~~

FRIDAY
HAD FRIend again with staff team, played 4 quarter of 21points. draw game. haha. both team played well.. for me i didnt play much la. let other ppl have chances to play... =) after the match, play amoung our own ppl. haha. had fun when playing with those china student.
after that went to eat at je and min join us.
actually wanna pon with her de. but she don wan me pon.. emm, so went to sch loh. hai, friday is the 2nd day didnt see/talk to her. im sad..

sat
went to ccab play ball with old players. its fun la. haha wanna go more. then after that went to jp to eat and wait for evon to come join us. suggested to go our hse nearby drink. des join us after that.. haha. kinda fun loh. we played till police come check. lol.. haha nth la. just check nia. lucky. haha. then went home slp. this is the 3rd day i think see/talk to her. feel that something itnt that right in my heart :(

sun
actually watching movie.. leave hse le, nvr buy my ticket, i went home and meeting them after movie loh. =_= meet them slack talk nth else le. went to her work place wana give her surprise. she saw me jitao 'wa!!'. lol. i ghoost ar. idiot. haha send her home loh. im very happy that i can see her.. finally. haha. she keep touch her rashes. ask her don she keep on touching. dulan.. haha. better go see doc k. don be lazy, im worried la. :(
actually i noe im just a gd fren to u la. u noe how to cherish me can le. nth else. i will be there to support u no matter what happen or wats ur decision.. :) <3

yoyooyoy!! here to blog.. haha..

ytd went to sp, just becoz wanna pei her go la.. (pei her go is excuses, wanna see her is the real reason) =x she wan to go see hq loh. rawwr.. morning vin ask me go actually don wan go de, becoz this that happen. mood nt very gd.. then thing solve. mood gd again then wan go.. =x hee. go there was fun la, the match is very exciting. smu almost won the match against ite. nus won tp. haha.. nice..
after that go home le.. haha.

today nth much loh. php as usual.. bored.. then go gym with kw... haha.. after gym went to watch polite floorball.. saw jess and elvi.. aha.. rp very strong.. hope they will get champion. haha.. okay..

the following thing i now say that is the most sweetest thing and this enlighten my every moment.


♥ Q13 "MCSISTERS UPSIZED HAPPY MEAL"; she ღ cam-whoring&shopping! 13™ says:
i only..
♥ Q13 "MCSISTERS UPSIZED HAPPY MEAL"; she ღ cam-whoring&shopping! 13™ says:
cherish u..

omg.. i almost melt when i saw this la.. :):):):):)
can u imagine a guy see the screen suddenly sar siao with it.. thats me just now when i saw this.. thx girl.. u really bring me alot of happy moment. u let me noe how much u cherish me.. just hope this will hold on forever. let pause this moment ba. i just wan to enjoy it. i cherish u too..
gd luck for ur match tml.. 23 point hoz. :) jyjyjy xuhuiqi i believe u can do it de..

[Layer One: On the outside]
Name: alouis
Birthday: 6th may 88
Current Status: single but nt available
Eye colour: brown
Hair colour: black aka white =x
RIGHT OR LEFT: Right

[Layer two: On the inside]
Your heritage: Respecting myself
Your Fear: we fade away
Your weakness:get emo real easy
Your Perfect Pizza: hawaiian!!

[Layer Three: Yesterday today, tomorrow]
Your First Thought this morning:is she wake up? want to see her now
Your Last Thought Before Bedtime: can i see u now? im missing u deeply in my heart
Your most missed memories: every moment when im alive. missing you

[Layer Four: Your Pick]
Pepsi or Coke : Coke
Macdonald or Burger King : Macdonald.
Single or Group Dates: its all depend.. grp is fun, but single date can see u more..
Adidas or Nike: i don mind on both..
Tea or Nestea : nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate!
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino

[Layer Five: DO YOU]
Smoke: yes, but quitting
Curse: Yes
Take showers: Of cos
Have a crush:yea.
Think you are in love: no..:(
Go to school: Yes
Want to get married: siao. so young nia,
Believe in yourself:emm. no confident?
health freak: No, im sick always

[Layer Six: in the past month]
Drank alcohol: Yes
Gone to the mall: Yes
Been On STAGE: Yes
Eaten SUSHI: Yes
Dyed your hair: no

[Layer Seven: have you ever...]
Played a stripping game: No
Changed who you were to fit in: emmemm.. maybe.if this will make u happy.

[Layer Eight: Age]
You're hoping to be married at the age of: all will decide by fate.

[Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy]
Best Eye Colour: black
Best Hair Colour : black hair with highlight
Short hair or Long hair: Long

[Layer Ten: What were you doing]
1 min ago: Doing this quiz. chatting with her
1 hour ago: chatting with her
4.5 HOURS AGO: slping la..
1 month ago: holiday, chatting with her
1 year ago: in sch,

[Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence]
I LOVE: everything that link to u =x
I FEEL: happy when beng with u
I HATE: to being ignore by u
I HIDE: my emotiong..
I NEED: you to be with my side every moment

[Layer Twelve: Tag five people]
1) xu hui qi =P
2)desmond
3)vin
4)seb
5)anyone who view my blog.

better do, or nt u all willbe curse.

im so tired today~~ haha.. ytd, is BLOODY~~~~ =x wrong.. pat de birthday, she is the one, who always use huiqi threaten me.. "i tell hui qi u bully me" nb.. one day i will kiao give u die.. =x jkjk..

went to kbox early in the afternoon.. hah... didnt sing much.. nt feeling very well so i went to slp in the room then they all sing.. haha..
after singing, we went to town.. seb want to go repair his watch. so we went to pacific plaza the far east for chicken rice. seb i know wat u wan me to do.. im sry for the attitude i give u ytd.. thx alot.. after chicken rice and take back the watch.. qi wan to go cine to buy some present for the birthday girl..
after reach there.. qi noe that pat reaching le.. wan do stunt, go hide and bluff pat say she going back le. haha.. when pat meet us le, her face jitao black dao.. donno how to say la. haha.
after meet pat and ning.. we went to lvl9 de gaming room for some cs session and movies.. half way through, all ppl suddenly come in.. pat is very suprise. esp when she saw qi. haha..

times up we went to plaza hut and eat pizza... so full la. when we going, suddenly "happy birthday" song played, cake deliver in.. haha.. is pat birthday still. :)
its orea cheese cake. yummy. but im too full to eat that.
we decide to go qinsi there fro some drink.. and sing. haha.. its so fun la.. i drink alot and disiao qi alot. =x is so fun to disiao her nad make her shy..
after everyone go home. seb asked me can u tahan if we walk home.. i say anything..
from qinsi pub-raffles city-cityhall mrt-bugis-ps-taka-tanglin mall-old campus-queenstown-queensway-mac-my house.. haha.. we spend 4h plus for the journey.. nt bad la, although tired but we really talked alot which make me feel very comfortable. about my stuff anf his stuff. :)

to wayne: thx for ur heart bro. :)

to pat:happy birthday again..

to seb: thx for everything :) happy birthday..

to girl: had some bad dream, scare it will really happen in future. but u happy can le. haha. ytd really had a great time with u.. although i seem emo, but in my heart is really happy for being out with u. just wish ur the one i can see eveyday when i wake up. sry for the msg too.. i donno why i will send those stupid msg to u, my deeply apologist. i uds how u feel and wat u feeling now. i nvr rush u or ask a reply from u , becasue i uds ur wound. i just wish i can be there to cheer u up or something.. when u need someone. im sure the first one to appear for u. becasue im really care for u deep in my heart.. i like u alot girl. u will be cheirsh by me forever.. =) misses

okay, the end of ivp le. start of joy and everyone end it with tears.. esp u.. i don wish to see u cry. i nvr wan to. but by knowing how much u want to win. i didnt go stop u crying. becoz i wan u to cry everything out.. its hurt in my heart to see u cry...but i cant do anything just sitting aside and care for u from far..
see u today play with injured knee, keep telling ur teams that wanna win? don give up.. this really touch me.. although i sit from far.. but i can feel ur heart afar. all i can do is just small stuff, buying food take ice for u.. from small thing just hope that u can feel my care for u.
thing that u do seriously will easily affected me. donno why.. haha. my heart thinking of u every min every sec... just hope u realy will be the one. u gt alots of gd fren who realy care for u. im just 1 of them, wil u ever realise my existant?

im sry for always getting angry for small stuff. im really sry.
imu

here to blog now, or nt later someone say i nvr update.. kao..

today i didnt went to sch. my alarm spoil.. kan sian. hai.. then wake up ard 2~3pm to online. didnt chat much with ppl.. so i watch movie. once in a summer. touch movie.. recommend u all to watch. :)

after that went cut hair.. haha. kinda short. emm.. okok la.. haha.. then take train to sch meet the others at library. sit awhile i wan to eat sweet, so i go 7-11 buy. go back to library. saw something . that affect my mood for the whole day. went to sport complex for transport. slp all the way to ntu..

no mood do wat also sian.. don wan cheer le. sit there blow wind. u no mood i go cheer u up then ignore. nvm ba. u sad. :)

then all for today. saw reb in the bus, cha with her awhile then train home le.

siao lian eh.. lim bei talk to u.. see see then turn back.. smlj.. u that move make i hot. cb.. u wait..

when i no mood try to piss me u will noe what is living in the hell.

hey peeps, few days nvr update le.. miss me? =x haha.. okay, let start wat i wanna post le.

this few days how to say, gt happy gt sad. happy and sad over the same thing. haha..

to u: there r so much i wanan tell u, which cant say out by words. maybe u hear alot frm other, and maybe ur that slightly influence by ppl for how u look towards me. but wat i cant say to u, is i really like u la. emm, yea. im doing wat i can do for u.if my heart cant reach to u, think is i really sway in this kind of stuff ba. im still trying my best. :)
the feeling of being treated cold is cant measurable. maybe u didnt do it on purpose that time, but the feel just very sux. hope everything will be over noe. no more quarreling of small stuff, no more misunstanding. i just wan happy tog as fren or watever.
i know in someway, im nt that gd compare to other ppl, or maybe all way. but my heart to u will nvr change. just doing my best for fitting the guy u wan and u like. hai~~
ilu is the only thing i can say to u. just kinda hope u will accept me? think is impossible de ba. haha. no addidas for me. :(

recently really will get affect very easily, for wat i see, wat i heard everything. but i will just bring it over with a smile like ther nth happen but still, my heart is affected. i don like loh. i don like to being litat. just donno why. wahahahahhahahahah.

sunday is the most happy moment i have. :)

monday, rp guys had their 1st ivp match for the yr. play against SMU. due to short of their star player. they just like food to us ba. tok 42 points. wowho. nt bad for a start and moral boasting. jy k.

today, gals won against sp. nt bad thou. but
huiqi: U, play well but too easily get affected by ur small mistakes. 17points, u think easy? u think don have u, they will win? pls, don litat le. u should mind of wat u cant, must proud of wat u can do. so wat u only noe lefthand? they so lihai, ask them come try loh. seriously, im very proud of u. pls continue do well, be more confident but nt of some mistakes to bring u down. the whole team need u alot. think they also agree with me ba. :)

pat: u can play well actually de, be more agressive la. jy

huimin:u like to qie but cant do it easily rigth. becoz they noe u wan to qie. try to attemp more 3point. they will be hard to block u. u and sheryl tagteam is super. :)

then next guys team, very tough fight!! but unforturnatally, we lose to nus. sad. i feel very sad becoz we shouldn't lose. although we lose with glory, but i still want u all to win de. let do our best next time k.

boon:gd rebound, but after taking rebound u stop le. guard the ball! u can do better de

vin: a few gd attemp, very gd try. butbutbut, some shot ar, u shouldnt make it la. mut think more k. whole team is rely on u. ur fast, every ppl noe. but u must think, u chiong, how many ppl can catch up u? right? NUS they also playing fast game, if u play fast, ur follow their playing style ma. slow down. jy k!! win tog!! top4 is in our hand le:)

wayne: u giam cai la. so many gd shot but never go in. haha. a few bad passes and no eye contact with controller. jy k. :)

darren:behind u did very well, don bounce first. see le then do ur move.

hy:nth to say to u. becoz, ur godly!!! :) jy cap

tml will be 2nd and 3rd match for guy and gals. jy jy.. i will be there to supporting u all. :) win and lose tog.

i miss u alot..

didnt slp today.. hai, still awake fr now.. :( so don feel gd loh. seriously i miss her alot. imissuimissuimissuimissuimissuimissuimissuimissuimissuimissuimissuimissuimissui
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sob, i wanna talk to u now. i want. i want. hai, donno why i miss u so much. hai, faster wake up ba.



ytd night went for trainng. ooh sry, went to see trainng. nvr train, my back is really killing me. but play 2v2 with des,seb and childish ben. haha. fun playing.. after their training, went to 888plaza to eat.. very full.. wayne des and seb decide to go je play pool, as usual. play pool till around 2plus?? then went to slack with des and seb till ard 630am.. haha. talk alot..



now doing nth le.. waiting for someone to wake up.. even chat with her i think can make me feel better ba. hai..



and seriously, i don like to being push away. even u don like me, don push me away. liking a person, i understand that is nt a must for that person to like back, im puting all my heart in to like u. i don expect any return. i just wan u to be happy and feel my care for u. so don need wry that ur being selfish or wat watwatwatwat. just give me a feeling that u want to push me away and seriously speaking i don like :'(.. hope u uds.. =) just purely like u.

i just fuking miss my UT that u have confident of getting A.. DAMN IT.. HAI, DISAPPOINTED WITH MYSELF. basketball failed, r/s failed study failed. wat im really gd in.. nth.. :(

okay, blog til here le. sayo.

okay today i woke up witout any alarm clock.. cool hoz.. nb, i was awake by my stomachach.. kan.. damn pain.. i jitao jump up.. chiong to toilet.. %^$%^#^#.. wow ho.. shuang..

then went to sch. i overslpet till amk.. sian half reach sch kinda late.. today go alot time of toilet.. nb.. damn pain.. after ut, went to find qi then go meet others. i though i will be going newton alone.. but, my gd frens is kind enough to acc me go.. thx boon, pat, avis and u. <3

after that went to bugis pei they all shop.. went food court to eat. nt feeling well.. my ach and my back is killing me. so nvr talk much.. nightmare come le.. hai.. for now onward, will be emo post le..

she talked to me, i didnt reply much because the pain is killing me. she though im ignoring her. GG. SINCE THEN WE DIDNT TALK!! she even treat me like a stranger.. which make me hurt inside.. alot. i went to boought something for her. though no 1 wull noe. boon bring they all come.. lai liao.. shy dao~
see she so cold to me, seriously i donno how to pass her the things. and im damn damn emo. just feel like crying at times la.
when going home, i put the thing inside her lappy. then i go home le..
misunderstanding. hai~~ i just scare we will drift away becoz of this.. butbutbut, she suddenly sms me. wowho.. im dman happy for receiving her sms.. hee. after a while, everything solve.. hee yeah yeah yeah.. happy..

okay boon, wat u say is right k.. i like her. im the boy k.. cannot kick myself ar.. haha
tml UT ..
sianzation

okay. so late then blog, im tired le. blog asap.. i go kun le..

today having training.. haha reach there early.. shoot some ball and play match b4 coach come..
qi come talk to me when im shooting ball. i did reply her.. she claim i didnt.. haha okay okay.. lol.. idiot.. haha. nvr hear lei.. i gt speak so soft meh =P

have some def drill, 5on5 tactics drill.. new patch for 1.2.. kinda effective for us. can use more.. haha. today i didnt play at all.. be ref all the way.. my back hurts alot.. i don wan to play... i just wan rest.. almost 2 yr le my back.. will it follow me for life.. hai..

go 7-11 eat cup noodles slack abit.. wnet home with des le.
chat on phone with hot babe.. haha.. damn enjoying.. haha. hope we can talk mroe in future k.talk alot thing which kept in my heart for long le.. haha.. she told me things too.. thx for there for me :) thx hot babe.. i will be there fr u too de.. heehee.. nvr reply me hoz.. sure is slp le.. haha.. jitao really hot babe. :)

i go slp too le.. haha.. damn tired.. yawn.. night everyone..

p/s: im sry those who i have hurt in the past.. pls give me chance to change can? i really regret it alot.. alot alot..

okay. reach home for the 1st frenly we had earlier on.. today after i was late again, but nt very late la.. haha.. called someone wake up then prepare go sch le. same as usual. nth to blog about lesson.. damn bored.. haha.. after lesson went to qi class meet des and wayne. go training tog..

today we had training vs ITE central. "tough" oppenent.. but respectable. their fighting spirit is better then us. score 105-40.. thrash.. i play for whole 4quarter.. haha. first time rigth.. 3and a half quarter for ref and half quarter become coach see me ke lian. go in play, def i gt box out.. have a And1.. haha.. unstopable..

after training went to coffee shop to eat. yawn.. reach home kinda late..

actually these few day i quite sad for basketball stuff de.. but coach said something to the team..
" if u cant get selected fr the team, mean ur ability is still lack of something. if u want to enter the team, ask urself how much u have improve. if u improve the team sure respect u."
i personally feel that is very rigth.. this sentence enlighten me..

tired le i wan go slp le, night

p/s thx for nt mind how im in the past.. my feeling toward u just become more and more and days past. =)

okay.. today will be a interesting post for me.. haha.. let start from early in the morning..

today i was late again, i woke up at 4 by mum's alarm, is too early for me to wake up.. so i went back to slp again. 6am, my cousin de alarm rang. i woke up, and thinking slp 30mins more, so went back to slp again.. haha.. somehow, 30min so easy meh.. in the end, i woke up at 705am. i jump up and see the time, without doing anything first. i called QI and waked her up, becasue she chiong pp till very late this 2 days. i very sure that she cant wake up.. haha.. im nice right =x..
washed up and style my hair, tu ar tu. ooh~~~ 815 then out home.. haha.. sian half.. someone is angry.. lol... haha.. im sry for i was late today :)
okay. reach class, disiao by felix again, online and saw qi nick "bleed, giddy and dying soon~~"
i was like" huh? wat happeen to her." ask her through msn and she say nose bleed and feel giddy. i kinda say her la..
To qi: chiong pp is good, but most importantally is ur health, do u know litat for 2 days+work is very tiring for u? no next time again k. there r alot ppl who worried for u. ur buddy la, fav fren, best fren, blablabla.. okay? better rest well today..

1st brkout meet the usual clique to eat. okay, i was unhappy for what u did. haha. but like wat u told me le.. everything is fine le.. :) wont becoz of this kind of small thing unhappy again le.

2nd brkout: slacking in class, des asked me go smoke( my first stick for the day.) although im quiting smoking le, but the flu is making me sick. so i go smoke with des. okay.. today main point is on here now.
when me and des taking lift back to class, SUDDENLY, i receive a call. i picked up, and this is our conversation~~

me:eh, hello??
unknown:hi, r u alouis?
me:yeah, im alouis. ur?
unknown: im eunice from mediacorp
me(wtf!!!): mediacorp?? emm, okay.. can i help u?
eunice:ofcoz u can, tml we r going over to ur sch for "hey ! Gorgeous." for interview
. if possible, tml we wil be having the interview on the canteen beside the pond ard 11-2. just hope u will be there.
me:haha,really must go meh?
eunice: ofcoz.
me:but i will shy lei. see how la
eunice: haha, if u nt coming, just contact me at ********.
me:okok..
eunice:thx ,bb
me:npnp, bb

~~~~THE END~~~

HAHA, this reall shock me. i was laughing all the way. okay nightmare started. des and pat is the first 1 to noe.. after that, qi noe, evon and shirley noe.. almost teh whole basketball team noe.. they keep disiao-ing me.. i also donno wan go or nt. damn ps de lei.. ahah.
after sch go w4 eat, went library dota with des wayne and vin. waiting for the girl to training finish.
went basar palam to makan.. then go home. haha now at home blogging

after u know about my past, wil u hate me? i hate my past too. but no matter how much i hate it. this will still carried with me for life. i just wan to tell u, becoz i care. i like u. :)

tml, im gonna wear basketball shorts and polo T to sch. haha.. =P

hey all, haha.. from today onward im gonna blog everyday. blog just becoz for u.. haha.. just wanna say that.

i don care how i look like, * nt bad looking?* i don care.. everyone have the right to like who they like... look doesnt matter, is the feeling.

sometimes im angry and hate myself for alway making u sad.. im sry.. i wont make u sad anymore le. i just wan u to be happy becoz of me.

trust me k.. my feeling towards u, is real. wanna touch my heart and see? =x

i just noe...... i like u.. :)

that the end of confess time.. haha.. blog about my stuff now..

sat went to some country club with des, wayne, seb, ning and pat.. roy and hy work there.. hha.. nt bad. kinda fun.. nvr drink much becoz im kinda full.. haha.. dance,drink and play over there.

i miss u :)