HEY, here to blog again.. i cant get to slp.. been thinking alot of things. what i really want in basketball, what i can really achieve, did i improve or even im gd enough for the team..

hai, i really lost the confident i used to have. just like ytd game. i can run and jump during the netball brag match( SIT GT 3RD) , BUT during the match vs SHL, i so scare that i will injure again. the really having probia for this. i get the ball, baseline... so near to the basket.. i can jumpshot airball. i cant play like last time, cant jump as high as last time.. now i cant even defence properly.... fuk!! im damn pissed and disappointed with myself.. i let down of hy and my team.

tingyang say want quit team. although we keep phyco him don, but i also have thinking should i stay in the team or nt. there r so many players that r better then me..
andy, ning, hy, vin, des, boon, roy, darren, ah da, wei liang,kai wei, wayne, ting yang, nat, weemeng, ken, yj.. and many more.. those who i nvr name ar.. ps.. now brain a bit nt working.. forget ur name.

i wasted almost 2 yr le, i train hard and did my best le. y coach still will give up on me.. i miss the time when i played youth cup rep rp, main 5.. hai... history le.. that memories will stay in my heart forever..

who can really give me advice.. i need 1 pls.. people who can tell me what i should do.. hai..

jy team rp, we play as a team. if a team inside have split grp, thats nt call team le.. let stick tog and win the polite ba..:)