throughout the night, i was listening to 3 song as usual when i was thinking something..

im gonna mis u forever
yi zhi
till the end.

3emo song i alway listen recently.. really getting more emo when days past..

i was thinking, is her heart still with me?? will she come back?? everything everything.. i was rather confuse by myself becasue the though i having now has been troubled me for like many weeks le.. 1month plus le ba.. hai.. time really pass fast without even notice it..
life without u is a suffering for me.. but just thinking ur life will be better with me or without me.. thinking of the pain and hurts i brough to it, scare i will repeat it again.. hai..
i just have faith on myself no more.. alot of scene, esp in night, flashing through my mind.
remind of the gd memories of us.. smiling, playing and walking..
i miss ur hand, i miss ur smile..
just hope u can give me a while,
to tell u how i feel all this while.
standing far,
see u laugh see u smile..
making me feel better
say if u happy i will happy all is just a fake,
wat i actually want,
is u by my side..
nvr leave me.. forever..

am i that bad?
for u to accept me again?
or u scare i will hurt u agian..
i promise i wont,
but i nod i wont gain ur trust for u anymore.
but, do u feel this is the best way for us?
don u scare, 1 day we will lost each other.. without any reason..
if u say u don, but i do..
think what is the best for us...
i can ensure that this is nt the best way..
maybe this workable at the start when we end,
but when tiime drag...
nononono..
this will only bring us more hurt and pain..

i donno ur heart still with me??
but my heart will follow u whereever u go....
forever... just becsaue of 1word..
love........
r u still with me?? tell me pls.. hai