emm.. recently really feel very down.. emm.. hai.. y?? i also nt very sure ba..let me blog everythings out ba.. maybe u all will nod?? emm haha.

monday: this day wasnt that bad for me at first.. i nvr went to class on that day becasue i wan late for school and having training on that day also. so i decided to went to indoor play bball. so qiao, she also pon then msn with her awhile, she came find me with her fren. kinda touched ba when i saw her. then play ball awhile, they plying the lame quiz i show them. then around 4something they went off to take their thing then i continue play. everything went so find until..... the end of the training. coach want to chose players to play yew tee cup this coming week, i wanted to play for them so much, in the end. coach nvr mention my name.
recently coach like keep push me to the 2nd team, i donno y.. emm.. feel kinda sad when i cant play for them.. :(

tuesday: this is just a fuking day for me. i was emo-ing since 1 woke up and saw something le. hmm how to say, think can count as kinda rejected ba. so yea.. :(:( went to sch, totally bo mood.
was eating at w4 with shir and evon. then suddenly heard evon said wan pon mai.. hten i said steady la. we went back to our class and take our things then go indoor slack le. (still emo-ing)

reach indoor, there some kids so cute la. all damn small size.. haha.. wait for them to went off then we go sit at the audience seat there slack. she pon again, and she said she coming to indoor to play ball also. though she with who. in the end, with the same grp again. see le jitao sian 3/4 or maybe sian 4/4 la. i don like those guy, if u did read my blog on the pervious post, is them. seriously, my mood was totally affected since morning. then litat agian. just like u swim le nvr dry up go aircon room.. she so close with them, let her be loh. seriously, im nt her who to care what. and i don feel like caring le. blablabla( here go the pervious post) blabla..

play ball, kick soccer then play ball again.. u want to nod what is swim le go aircon room then drink cold drink inside ?? i tel u.. i kick finisih soccer le, go back indoor she was there again.. and.. them.. sian donno how many XXXXX le.. donno who tell me my face from far can see very black and fierce le.. i don care also.. and that pcb.. this really must say le.. nvr say limbei nt happy..

heard that ur name is yan xin sibo.. knnbcbb, ronda sibo. i think now ronda standard drop like hell, u this kind of standard also can gt into the team?? haha.. come on la.. don need keep haolian to who u outside is ronda de.. becoz u suck. even ur teammate in ronda also say u donno how to play bball la.. use ur fucking brain. btw, next time hoz.. u wan foul can harder de, when i jump rigth, chiong full speed elbow my rib there or nose can liao. if nt ar.. ytd u foul me like a pussy, i cant feel the pain lei.. don say i nvr warn u la hoz.. if u somehow or wat read this. im telling u, im waiting for u la hoz.. don need tiao me de.. come... gt ball, play bball with me agian. i show u wat is foul man.. lailai.. _l_ noob still wan act pro. little bit nia, oei!! foul..

wed:nth much, went to sentosa, watch movie and eat slack.. but totally no mood, think is ytd bring forward till today ba.. hai.. seriously, after so many things.. i a bit don feel like talking to her and contact her.. i need a brk... im very tired le.. just a few tc msg to her can le.. im very tired to think so mmuch everyday.

FOR MY FRENS WHO ALWAY THERE, THX!!!



~WOULD YOU BE THERE~
If I were blue,
would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good,
would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me,
would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love,
to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love,
to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there..